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Plain as that.
Can't really say I wasn't expecting it, but part of me was really hoping for the other answer.
As they say: Don't ask a question if you don't want an answer.
This is what you get when you're too considerate. When you're too nice. The only consolation for me is I know that I'm nice. Na may hiya naman ako.
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I have a nice first 2-8s for my audition on Thursday. The 3rd eight I have in mind is shaping up nicely and the pressure of D-Day approaching is kicking me into fifth-gear.
Only one problem: No auds for me.
It really sucks. And when people say not to worry since there's 2nd auds in June doesn't make things better. I wanted 1st auds. I wanted in. I wanted to pwn.
But with Miko Tiu's voice surfacing at the back of my head from distant memories, I admit that it would be selfish to let RVC down. And to let the summer registrants down too.
I was asked that question three times before but he was the last and the one I remember the most: "In the event that you have other important responsibilities that come up during registration period, how will you deal with this? Will it get in the way of your duties in RVC?"
My answer: "No, they won't. RVC's duties come up only once every semester and they're important not only because it's what I have to do to acquire the compensation I want which is the classes and schedule I want, but also imporant because we're the ones who help the registrants during registration. I'd work on my other responsibilities earlier so that I could ask to be excused from them during reg week."
But there's no preparing earlier for this, and there's only going to be one 1st auds.
Right now, I wish I had been selfish. My second thoughts agree. But my third thoughts are glad that I know my resonsibilities.
SE-RVC means Service. I will serve. Even though my feet are going to hate me.
Thursday afternoon after 3pm better not be a deadshift or I will hate the universe for a day.
Can't really say I wasn't expecting it, but part of me was really hoping for the other answer.
As they say: Don't ask a question if you don't want an answer.
This is what you get when you're too considerate. When you're too nice. The only consolation for me is I know that I'm nice. Na may hiya naman ako.
_______________________________
I have a nice first 2-8s for my audition on Thursday. The 3rd eight I have in mind is shaping up nicely and the pressure of D-Day approaching is kicking me into fifth-gear.
Only one problem: No auds for me.
It really sucks. And when people say not to worry since there's 2nd auds in June doesn't make things better. I wanted 1st auds. I wanted in. I wanted to pwn.
But with Miko Tiu's voice surfacing at the back of my head from distant memories, I admit that it would be selfish to let RVC down. And to let the summer registrants down too.
I was asked that question three times before but he was the last and the one I remember the most: "In the event that you have other important responsibilities that come up during registration period, how will you deal with this? Will it get in the way of your duties in RVC?"
My answer: "No, they won't. RVC's duties come up only once every semester and they're important not only because it's what I have to do to acquire the compensation I want which is the classes and schedule I want, but also imporant because we're the ones who help the registrants during registration. I'd work on my other responsibilities earlier so that I could ask to be excused from them during reg week."
But there's no preparing earlier for this, and there's only going to be one 1st auds.
Right now, I wish I had been selfish. My second thoughts agree. But my third thoughts are glad that I know my resonsibilities.
SE-RVC means Service. I will serve. Even though my feet are going to hate me.
Thursday afternoon after 3pm better not be a deadshift or I will hate the universe for a day.