Apr 26, 2007 23:09
I know I should find refuge in You right now. But I can't bring myself to do it. I want to just wallow in this sadness for a while. But I won't cry...yet.
Don't you hate it when you feel like you know your friends and who they are and then everything changes? I really hope I'm wrong...but I can't help but feel it and think it.
Why are you so awkward!? Will things ever be normal?...no? okay great, things are gonna work out real nicely.
I wish you guys were always with me, it would make things so much easier.