forget your worries, you will never have them again
told my mom & dad that i am gay...
and my mom threatened to kick me out of the house if i wanted to have sam spend the night over here...aka bring my gay shit into the house.
why? because they wouldnt let me have a boy over, so i cant have my girlfriend.
i yelled & screamed and said "but you have known for years now"
& she said "yes, but now that you have verbalized it, things are different"
she said that it was okay when i was with lacey, because i was still 17 & "didnt know for sure"
but now i know, i am adult & "my decisions come with consquences."
my dad is going to call dr. laura.
he totally left this lame ass "scribbled" note out by the phone, but it was totally obvious that he wanted me to see it.
i am overly exhausted at the moment, im dreaming, & maybe dilusional.
what would be completely ideal is to move in with allen when dan moves out after the winter quarter...
factors:
-would be convenient living w/ allen b/c of work, he lives in quail hill & is rich (therefore reliable)
-pay for my cost of living & car
-i have a decent amount saved in the bank
-i work 4 days @ good pay
-buy a laptop
-my parents will continue to pay for my education
-they would give me a loan to buy a car, or they would sell me my moms
-sam lives/works with me in allen's house on the weekends...<3
-i wouldnt be able to go to spain in the summer afterall
-i wouldnt be able to go to SF state probbably, i would go to Long Beach
-but it doesnt matter b/c i am not worried about my future; i know i can live my dream, sometimes things pop up that make your life different is all.
and my mom threatened to kick me out of the house if i wanted to have sam spend the night over here...aka bring my gay shit into the house.
why? because they wouldnt let me have a boy over, so i cant have my girlfriend.
i yelled & screamed and said "but you have known for years now"
& she said "yes, but now that you have verbalized it, things are different"
she said that it was okay when i was with lacey, because i was still 17 & "didnt know for sure"
but now i know, i am adult & "my decisions come with consquences."
my dad is going to call dr. laura.
he totally left this lame ass "scribbled" note out by the phone, but it was totally obvious that he wanted me to see it.
i am overly exhausted at the moment, im dreaming, & maybe dilusional.
what would be completely ideal is to move in with allen when dan moves out after the winter quarter...
factors:
-would be convenient living w/ allen b/c of work, he lives in quail hill & is rich (therefore reliable)
-pay for my cost of living & car
-i have a decent amount saved in the bank
-i work 4 days @ good pay
-buy a laptop
-my parents will continue to pay for my education
-they would give me a loan to buy a car, or they would sell me my moms
-sam lives/works with me in allen's house on the weekends...<3
-i wouldnt be able to go to spain in the summer afterall
-i wouldnt be able to go to SF state probbably, i would go to Long Beach
-but it doesnt matter b/c i am not worried about my future; i know i can live my dream, sometimes things pop up that make your life different is all.