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Alright...normally im not the person to just put my emotinos and my personal personal life on my LJ but i want people to know what goes down at my house. So after school on friday i get home and i sit down and im watching TV. My dad comes home, the second he walks in the door he starts full out bitching my me and my bro. He's like "are you fuckin chores done? those dishes have been sitting there since last night, i work my ass off and you cant even do your chores...and if you think im treting you unfairly then go live with your mom or run away." Honestly thats nothing i havent heard before. So i start doing my chores then he rips the phone off the wall and throws it on the ground, broke the shit out of it. WHen im done with my chores i go into my room and start hanging up my shirts. My dad walks in and says "C- in english? thats not gonna get you shit dude. and if your packing your clothes to run away then go right ahead." I wasnt even packing my clothes to run away i was putting them in my closet. I decided people dont need to be treated like this. People dont deserve to be treated like this. So he left, i packed my shit didnt really know where i was gona go or what i was gonna do since i dont have a fucking car to leave with so i called a few people. First my mom was suppost to pick me up about two hours from then so i called her and told her to pick me up tomorrow cuz i just didnt want to go to her house then. The only trime she could pick me up was at 9 in the morning so i told her to pick me up then. I talked to my sister after that. I seriuosly dont know what i would do with-out her. She helps me through all of my parents divorce shit. I cant even put it into works how much i miss her, i feel liek a part of me has moved away. Well she advised me to call my cousins and go ccrash tere for a while so i did that. I called them up, they came over, and from there we went to a movie and black angus. That was pretty fun. Then we went back to my aunt house and played a crap load of texas hold em. I then found out that my aunt and uncle didnt want me to spend the night, not because they dont liek me or anything but because they dont fully understand how my dad treats me or what happened that afternoon and they thought it would be better for me to stay at my dads house and work it out with him. I think if they would have known the shit my dad said they would have allowed me to stay there. So then we're trying tofigure out what im gonna do since im not suppost to be staying there. So i ended up spending the night, my aunt got kinda mad at my cousins for not listening to my uncle (when he said he didnt want me to spend the night). Anyways i ended p spending the night. But then at 2:30am i realized that i couldnt get outta the house and back to my house at 9 oclock without letting my uncle know i spent the night there. ( my aunt knew i spent the night but not my uncle). So i called and left a message on my moms phone asking for her to pick me up in the afternoon instead of 9. Apparently my mom didnt get the message and drove out to livfermore and then drove back to Orinda.When the day went on and i called my mom aroudn 6:30 asking her when she wanted to pick me up. She said she drove out to livermore once already and she doesnt want to do it again. So i didnt go to her house this weekend. Deep down i feel like both of my parents ahve abandoned me. Well later that ngiht i hung out with danny a little bit. Then back to my aunts house to spend the night. Oh yea earlier that day my dad tries to call my cell phone a few times but not because he's worried about me but because some lady caled about a job opening. He's trying to act liek he didnt do anything wrong and like everything is cool between me and him. Basically he feels like he can treat everyong like shit and then they will just forgive him for it. No fucking way. Im sick of his shit and i hate my parents. Thanks to my cousins, friends, Morgan, and katie for being there for me this weekend. I couldnt have survived it without you guys.
Katie i love you so much, i honestly dont know what i would do without you. You've been there for me in the worst of times and the best of times. You mean so much to me and i wana thank you for being there in my life at times when i need you most. I love you with all my heart baby, i really do.
Katie i love you so much, i honestly dont know what i would do without you. You've been there for me in the worst of times and the best of times. You mean so much to me and i wana thank you for being there in my life at times when i need you most. I love you with all my heart baby, i really do.