This is me.
I am not perfect. I never have been and never will be.
I am FAR from someone who you would call beautiful/pretty/hot. and I have learnt to accept this...sometimes. i am just me.
My family, my friends and my boyfriend are my rocks & I would do anything to put their needs ahead of my own. You all know who you are. Thank you for making my life what it is; thank you for being my life. Thank you for what you have taught me and for loving me despite my imperfections.
I hate ALOT of things.
I HATE one armed hugs, pety kisses on the cheek or meaningless handshakes. It means nothing to me. If I see you, be prepared to be attacked with my cuddles because I will sit on you, SQUEEZE you and make you cuddle me with both arms.
Age. Race. Sex. Religions. The past. They mean nothing to me. I don't care you who are or what you are or what you do/did. I will be your friend if you let me.
I am a listener, not a talker. Some people need to learn how to listen and not just to hear.
If you are not genuine, too serious, too immature or too high maintenance. I find it hard to get along with people like you. Life is fun. Who cares about the little things. I am a simple person with simple needs & wants. I'm grateful to have air in my lungs.
I'm not a fan of people that just tell me what I want to hear not what I need to hear, or people who give compliments who are just fishing for compliments back. Flattery means fanny fart to me. I prefer honesty/the boring truth as opposed to fairytales and the full blah. If I want to hear a dramatic story, I will go to the movies.
I hate words that ruin friendships and relationships. I hate words that destroy people or discourage and disrespect others. I don't understand people who say things that they don't mean or people who exaggerate or leave things out. These are all just as bad as lies, and that is something I don't have time for.
I don't understand girls who hate other girls for no real reason. I don't understand girls who hate girls that they don't know. I don't understand girls who hate girls because of jealousy. I don't understand girls who feel the need to bitch because they have nothing better to talk about with their friends.EVERY SINGLE GIRL IS A PRINCESS and should NEVER be treated any less than that! It breaks my heart to see people that use their mouths as weapons or people who have mouths like magazines.
Life's too short for pety issues. I can't stand people that make a big deal of things that won't even matter the next day or people that can't get over things that happened 20 years ago. There are dying children in Africa. Get over it.
I love people. I love life & everything in it.
If you're sad or upset I will drop what I am doing to comfort you. I will cuddle you and offer you my honest opinion, because that is what you deserve. If I don't know what to say, then I won't say anything at all except that I love you. And I will continue to hold you.
If you are happy & excited, I will drop what I am doing to dance with you. And I will hold you until you saw my arms off your waist.
I am always excited about life and what it has to offer. I love to celebrate life, friendships, relationships & everything that I have in general. No matter what my circumstance is or the situation that I am in, I look at what I have been given and it makes me smile within a second.
I admire and am easily inspired by people who stay true to their convictions, people who have AMAZING and a colourful vocabulary and people who follow their heads and hearts and not the crowd.
'Fun' to me is being surrounded by people that I love and just having a CRAZY time playing human bowling on the street, d&m's, mooning buses, making snow angels in Boreal California, picnics on round-a-bouts, WATER TUBING, DANCING, BONFIRES & THE BEACH, CUDDLES and DVDs, late night reading, BOATING, travelling, road trips, bush walking, FISHING, COOKING, making friends with people all around the world (and keeping them!), cake fights and laughing until i literally pee my pants (which has happened before - well it was more like a twinkle!)
I believe in Jesus Christ. I believe that he died for me so that I can have life and life to the full! I look at the stars at night, the sun when it rises, the trees, the flowers, the breeze blowing in my face, the people in my life...JUST EVERYTHING!!!..AND I GET SOSOSOSOSOSO EXCITED knowing the fact that someone created all these things for me to enjoy. It completely blows my mind.
I take and engage pleasure in the smallest things. I try to never let a moment pass where I am not grateful for the life that I am living. No matter what situation I am in, sure it can be better; but it can also be worse.
Love is the most BEAUTIFUL, PRECIOUS THING ON EARTH and 99.9% of the people of this world base their definition of love as a feeling. That's only a small part of it. It is way deeper than that. Love is only practiced by those who are totally genuine in their mind, thoughts and heart and are in it for the other party and not for themselves. Love is never about you. Love is not the feeling you get when you're with someone; that only lasts for a few seconds, then it eventually fades away. Love is sacrifice and compromise. I don't understand people who think they have to have a significant other to feel significant. There is more to life than that.
I'm the type of person that would cry in a movie. I'm the type of person that likes to crawl around a dirty floor in $300 jeans. I try not to think about tomorrow. I take everyday as it comes. I hate being rushed, I like to take my time. I hate perverts and men with no respect for women, I feel even more sad for the girls who actually enjoy the attention. I love to read, it's my only form of escapism.
I find it hard to be anybody but myself.