Were you telling lies?

[_thebigsleep_]

Was I so unwise?
When I held you near
You were so sincere
Treat me like you did the night before.....

Here I stand head in hand
Turn my face to the wall
If she's gone I can't go on
Feelin' two foot small
Everywhere people stare
Each and every day
I can see them laugh at me
And I hear them say...
"Hey you've got to hide your love away
Hey you've got to hide your love away"
How can I even try
I can never win
Hearing them, seeing them
In the state I'm in
How could she say to me
Love will find a way
Gather 'round all you clowns
Let me hear you say
"Hey you've got to hide your love away
Hey you've got to hide your love away"

I wish I could be bubbly and bouncy on cue.

edit: Oh man. Sinking so low below norm. Sinking. I can't believe. She? No? I am so hungry.... Anything.... I have desire........

I ......sleeping time. I could pass out from the hunger or the lack of sleep. Or the stab stabbing, hierarchies suck..... equality and justice and... I wanna wanna be anyone but me. Where's the hate when you need it. Where's the pain when you want it all.