Aug 13, 2005 21:40
I guess it feels good to cry because I havent been able to in the past few months... but it sucks because I can't stop.
I feel like complete shit, and I now know that I basically have NO FRIENDS WHATSOEVER. fuck that.
all i want in this fucking world is a few friends . . . how the hell hard can that be?
ugh whatever, my mom says when i get older that i can count all the friends i have one one hand and i said that i can't even count any.
and dont fucking comment and say "oh alisha i am your friend" because its bullshit. none of you actually hang out with me. no one fucking calls me. whatever.