Oct 14, 2005 23:28
Okay. wow. A lots happened since my last update.
Anyways here's what just to fill in anyone who really cares.
Okay so last week me and Robby broke up...well he broke up with me :( but it's all good because I don't think I really loved him the way I should have and I know it's the same for him. erg.
Anyhow I've always loved Matt, for the longest time. I just never told him or anyone bc him and Jena were together and I thought they were both happy and I didn't want to ruin it. for either of them. Well the night me &Robby broke up he told me the truth about everything. Which was a really good thing bc I told him exactly how I felt and explained to him everything about why I never told him before.
Welllllll the next day we were talking and he's like I'm gonna ask you some questions and I want you to tell me the truth so he's asking me these questions and I'm giving him all the answers. Then, dun dun dun, he asks me..."Will you be my girlfriend?" and of course I told him yes.
I mean I've been waiting for that particular question for a while. It's not like he's a rebound I so do not want that & it's not going to happen. DUH! I've loved him ever since the FIRST time him and jena broke up which was the beginning of last year I think.
So I'm hoping for the best. I never want to leave him and i don't want him to leave me EVER. So I think this will work out. I hope it does at least.
Matt I love you beyotch <3. :)