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Wowie.
I went to Panama City this past weekend. I saw my Matt and my Robby <3 and my Chris it was fun. I love them so much. I miss them. ::tear:: Chris got so drunk. Jena was his bartender the whole night. great stuff. yes it was.
Okay well I didn't go to sleep the whole night Friday, then I got up and got ready at around 5 and just sat there thinking. mom came home and got a shower and we left around 11 30. I drove 2 hours there, checked into our hotel and then went swimming in the Gulf. I lost my ring in the ocean. ::sigh:: I played with that ring all the time now it's gone :( Oh well. But anyways me and Jena walked the strip for a good 20 min. hoping Matt and them would see us but they were waiting on the phone to charge so they could call us and we could meet up. SO finally their phone got charged up and they called us and Matt was like is a green truck about to pass you? yes. now what about some mopeds? yes. are you walking with a short kid? yes. HOSHIT Amber's shorter in person :| gawd. I am short though but I can't help that idk what is wrong with my body.
I'm all over the place up there. Let's do this again.
Okay so we found their hotel and Matt was like come to room 405 we get there and knock and shit and I'm the first one in the door. Robby was hiding behind it shaking coz he was nervous and scared, Matt and Chris were sitting on the beds so I walked up to Matt and gave him a hug. Then I saw Robby. He looked so cute. Like a little puppy at the pound, with the cute face and everything. I wanted to just...idk. But yea, I sat on the floor by Robby and Matt's feet in between the beds and just sat there smoking. The I warmed up an hour or 2 later and started talking. Robby and I walked everywhere together holding hands. Anyway, I'm straying off the general topic and getting personal. Not now. I need to focus. Okay again. So we hung out until around 12 30 or so and we left. Got up the next morning at 8 30 and left around 9 25 walked down to their hotel again and knocked at EXACTLY 9 30 which is when we said we'd be there. So we hung out again. And then we left at 3.
I can't really think right now. I'm emo. I got a bear from Robby and it smells just like him. Everytime I smell it, it makes me sad. It shouldn't make me sad but it does. I miss him SO much. that's why it makes me sad. When I smell it I just want him to be here. ::sigh:: what can Isay I love the kid. He's so...just Robby.
Ugh...let me shut up. I sound gay.
I MISS HIM