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Haven't updated in like 5524651657 years so yea. Here it is.
Okay yea. The subject btw has absolutely nothing to do with how i feel or anything I just made it up. Yea i might put it in a song?
Okay so we've changed our name supposedly. IDK. But yea I hear it's now Safety Pin coz we can't think of anything else I guess. So...yea.
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I think I'm gonna go get that mamogram :(
Idk, but like I think I have breast cancer and my mom is all like oh it's probably nothing but like NO. IT'S NOT ALRIGHT!
I seriously think I have it and like a bunch of other people think I do too. But I haven't said anything to the doctor the past 274246854 times I've been there for my god damn throat that keeps fucking up and leaves me not able to sing like I used to and shit and it just makes me sad because like I know I can sing. SOOOOOO good. But I can't now because of me. Because my BODY is a stupid fucktard that wants me to die!! Maybe I should because I wouldn't bge sick all the time. But okay. Let's not get sad.
Explained: I went to the doctor like 5 weeks ago for my throat and she gave me an inhaler thingy. So I got well and then a week later this is week 3 and she says "Well, you have laringitus(sp?) no doubt, AND you have a bit of broncitus(sp?), AND I think you have microlactic(sp?or whatever it is) pnemonia, AND there is NO air going through the middle part of your right lung." SO she gave me 273245415243 pills to take and like 2 different nose sprays to open up some flappy things that's plugging me up so I can't FUCKING BREATHE! to like open them and supposedly make me better. But yea. So I'm feeling better a little bit.
Okay and the first time I went she set up a checkup date and whatnot a month later which would be tomorrow I guess. Or something I think my weeks are wrong but w.e. And I got sick before then so yea. Sux for meh.
And then before then we were talking about symptoms of Breast Cancer and I had a few so I got all worried and I told my mom and she checked me out coz she's a nurse EWWWW. But yea and then she's all like idk but I don't think you have it and like I think I do and normally when I'm sick she's all like your fine you NEVER get sick. o.O yea all that ^ sounds like I never get sick. Pshhh. w.e >.< gah so yea I'm gonna talk with my doctor tomorrow and like try to get an appointment for a mamogram.
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Better stuff than that...
I WENT TO THE MOTHER EFFIN GREEN DAY CONCERT, AND IT KICKED SO MUCH ASS!
Wow we went and I saw My cChemical Romance play first and they were aweseome except the music overpowered the vocals a bit but it still sounded kickass. So then we waited 15 min. for them to set the stage for Green Day and I saw Lacey and Marcus and I had them come down to the front row so I could talk with them coz I got FLOOR FUCKING SEATS BITCH! AH ::dies:: so yea we talked a bit and then we all hugged and went back to our places and like the show started and he humped the guitar and jacked it off and then orgasmed into the microphone. lmao. So great. haha. Then they played American Idiot and we all rocked out and some stupid ass people decided to mosh and run into my leg so I grabbed the guy by the shirt and like yelled at him coz he bruised me :( and he like stopped the whole thang and was like "Rock on little chick". I was like whoa I love you. haha. It was nice of him to like step in and stop it even though I kinda yelled at him but w.e *Back on Subject* so yea. They had a kickass light display and shit. rock on Green Day. SO yea we squeezed our way like 5 ft. away from the front and rocked out up there for a while. Then they sang that We are the Champions song and it was awsome. They made a band onstage from people in the audience and shit and the lead guitarist guy they had was kick ass Billie Joe like GAVE him his guitar. I was like whoa. If only I could play good. lol. so yea and the HOTT drummer guy crowd surfed it was so R A D. SO yea that was awesome. Then we went home :(. I wanted to stay there forever. But I couldn't. SO yea were gonna go to the GC & SP concert in May. Rock the fuck on. Okay yea.
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This uber cute guy that looks like Billie Joe from my school wants to date me. WOW. And Mr.Un-named thinks I'm hott. Yea I think it's funny how like almost no one in savvy really liked me or thought I was hott. Or at least they never said it to my face and then when I come to Lake Shitty people are like whoa...she's hott. Who knows? so yea.
I'm gonna go like........................
Now. Later