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Oct 30, 2003 22:58

I look at life as it stands and realize it has changed
What once was is now gone crumbled to the ground going all wrong
Wishing things were still the same that I had more going for me
Than sitting alone in this world of darkness and pain
Instead I'm disapointing all people I care about around me loosing my self in this dream
Wishing I weren't me afraid and scared not knowing what to do
I'm tired of lying and saying im good when really I'm suffecating by my sobs and drowning by my tears because the way my life has changed and I have disappeared.
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