skate away on
I'm listening to Tori playing some Joni Mitchell and some sad stuff in between.
This sucks, I can't find my friends when I need them to be there and i won't get too much longer to see them, so thats even worse.
I've reverting back to my old way of dealing with things, which was to run away from them and hide in the piano...which was actually what Bitter Single Pete did all the time, because it was easier than voicing it, than explaining it all.
i'm tired of explaining...so tired of wondering the betweens...so tired of waiting for that spectacular event or gesture...
I don't know what I'm waiting on, maybe to wake up one day and see that I've somehow become a piano performer, playing all the songs i want to and telling stories to the audience without shame.
Speaking of which
This sucks, I can't find my friends when I need them to be there and i won't get too much longer to see them, so thats even worse.
I've reverting back to my old way of dealing with things, which was to run away from them and hide in the piano...which was actually what Bitter Single Pete did all the time, because it was easier than voicing it, than explaining it all.
i'm tired of explaining...so tired of wondering the betweens...so tired of waiting for that spectacular event or gesture...
I don't know what I'm waiting on, maybe to wake up one day and see that I've somehow become a piano performer, playing all the songs i want to and telling stories to the audience without shame.
Speaking of which