a spoonful of your sarcasm helps the pain go down

[_the_]

i'm slowly starting to burn out and feel like i am ever so painfully slowly going crazy. my brain feels fuzzy alot of the time and it's hard to keep track of certain thought patterns or what is goin on around me and sometimes my eyes feel like they will not focus at all. still a little sick and spitting out the disgusting stuff i cough up in front of people at the bus stop has become a sort of novelty to me....

....today i spent the better part of my morning class trying to think of ways to describe someone's breathing as metallica and robotic.

as of yet, being stubborn hasn't really done anything benefitial or great for me, but it has been kind of fun.