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Tonight was a good night.
I got to hangout with girlfriends.
I needed that.
I think i need more of that.And i jut may get it.
I love how supportive everyone is.I'm in such a better situation than most people under these circumstances just because i have love and support.I feel like I can be so much happier about everything because everyone (everyone who MATTERS) is excited for me.
I got to see the baby the other day.It's just so tiny, and had this rapid little heart beat.I could'nt stop giggling.I was so happy.It is an inexplainable feeling.There exists a little life inside me, and i made it.Richard and I made this little guy(or girl) and now everyday it grows inside of me, getting bigger and stronger everday.It truly is the greatest miracle.All thoughts and prayers are dedicated to the continuance of a healthy pregnancy.
I sit here now, and can't help but gaze over once and a while at my left hand, which is now occupied by a small, solid, sparkling stone placed in a silver band.Not so important to me is the materialstic aspect of the object, but it's meaning.Months from now, I will be a married woman, and a mother.My life is just completely changed, and for me, for the better.Richard proposed to me on new years eve in the most perfect way.He's going to make a brilliant husband.I have been so blessed to have found my best friend, father of my child, and future husband in him.My mom will be throwing us an engagement party coming up.should be fun.
love to everyone.
xoxo
scarah
I got to hangout with girlfriends.
I needed that.
I think i need more of that.And i jut may get it.
I love how supportive everyone is.I'm in such a better situation than most people under these circumstances just because i have love and support.I feel like I can be so much happier about everything because everyone (everyone who MATTERS) is excited for me.
I got to see the baby the other day.It's just so tiny, and had this rapid little heart beat.I could'nt stop giggling.I was so happy.It is an inexplainable feeling.There exists a little life inside me, and i made it.Richard and I made this little guy(or girl) and now everyday it grows inside of me, getting bigger and stronger everday.It truly is the greatest miracle.All thoughts and prayers are dedicated to the continuance of a healthy pregnancy.
I sit here now, and can't help but gaze over once and a while at my left hand, which is now occupied by a small, solid, sparkling stone placed in a silver band.Not so important to me is the materialstic aspect of the object, but it's meaning.Months from now, I will be a married woman, and a mother.My life is just completely changed, and for me, for the better.Richard proposed to me on new years eve in the most perfect way.He's going to make a brilliant husband.I have been so blessed to have found my best friend, father of my child, and future husband in him.My mom will be throwing us an engagement party coming up.should be fun.
love to everyone.
xoxo
scarah