i might have gone too far
ok I’m sorry there are no real breaks in this, but its worth it, and if after reading it you think it wasn't tell me and ill give you a cookie
have you ever just stopped to wonder at the intricacies of life, how things can seem uniform and really not be, the harder you look the more you focus in, and the more focused you are the narrower your view, you could spend years and years focused on one little section until you have it figured out, and of course you think you have the whole thing figured, until you look at the section next to it, then you might try to figure the pattern of the two sections, maybe 3 or 4, but you never figure it out, well I figured it out, you have to look at the whole, don't expect a pattern, approach learning like you know nothing, that is the only true path to knowledge, approach everything as a lesson, don't think you know what there is to know because as soon as you close your mind to new knowledge you make your self ignorant, anyway I’m rambling from my point, recently I was in a public restroom, and lets just say i had some time on my hands, if you don't already think I’m weird get ready for it, I’ve always looked at the little squares of tiles to see the pattern and try to figure out the sequence to which they start to repeat, well i broke free, there is no pattern, you get like 4 big square ones, 8 long ones, and 4 little square ones, and how ever you can fit those into the square you are working on is how they fit together, ITS COMPLETLY RANDOM, just however the guy wanted to do it, no pattern, its like life, the more you study it the more you are blinded to its beauty, because as my lit teacher so wonderfully put it, science tries to make order from chaos, and art makes chaos from order, so stop trying to categorize your life, just live it and enjoy the artistry of life
can you tell I’m not bitter anymore, i sure hope so
have you ever just stopped to wonder at the intricacies of life, how things can seem uniform and really not be, the harder you look the more you focus in, and the more focused you are the narrower your view, you could spend years and years focused on one little section until you have it figured out, and of course you think you have the whole thing figured, until you look at the section next to it, then you might try to figure the pattern of the two sections, maybe 3 or 4, but you never figure it out, well I figured it out, you have to look at the whole, don't expect a pattern, approach learning like you know nothing, that is the only true path to knowledge, approach everything as a lesson, don't think you know what there is to know because as soon as you close your mind to new knowledge you make your self ignorant, anyway I’m rambling from my point, recently I was in a public restroom, and lets just say i had some time on my hands, if you don't already think I’m weird get ready for it, I’ve always looked at the little squares of tiles to see the pattern and try to figure out the sequence to which they start to repeat, well i broke free, there is no pattern, you get like 4 big square ones, 8 long ones, and 4 little square ones, and how ever you can fit those into the square you are working on is how they fit together, ITS COMPLETLY RANDOM, just however the guy wanted to do it, no pattern, its like life, the more you study it the more you are blinded to its beauty, because as my lit teacher so wonderfully put it, science tries to make order from chaos, and art makes chaos from order, so stop trying to categorize your life, just live it and enjoy the artistry of life
can you tell I’m not bitter anymore, i sure hope so