Le Sigh
Today marks the final day of my break from my diet.
Oh, what a wonderful break it was! The box filled with chips and candy that my parents sent me for Halloween. The three full meals a day. The snacking between meals. The chicken quesadilla, the veggie burger with fries, the indian food banquet I shared with Tim and Emily...
But I haven't been getting to the gym as much. I've felt my tummy protruding just slightly more than it was a week ago. My hip bones slowly disappearing into a swelling layer of soft fat. I've been trying to avoid the freshman fifteen like the plague, even possibly lose fifteen instead out of defiance. Well, defiance as well as to try to improve my ever-declining self-image. The difficulty is that living in res means easy access to food at almost any time of day, and 90% of it is either unhealthy or just plain unappealing. Unfortunately, my diet limits me mostly to wraps and salads, occasionally stir fry if I'm willing to go all out. This gets highly repetitive after a while.
Anyway, if I sink into depression over the next couple of weeks it's probably 50% diet related and 50% acting related.
End Transmission.
Oh, what a wonderful break it was! The box filled with chips and candy that my parents sent me for Halloween. The three full meals a day. The snacking between meals. The chicken quesadilla, the veggie burger with fries, the indian food banquet I shared with Tim and Emily...
But I haven't been getting to the gym as much. I've felt my tummy protruding just slightly more than it was a week ago. My hip bones slowly disappearing into a swelling layer of soft fat. I've been trying to avoid the freshman fifteen like the plague, even possibly lose fifteen instead out of defiance. Well, defiance as well as to try to improve my ever-declining self-image. The difficulty is that living in res means easy access to food at almost any time of day, and 90% of it is either unhealthy or just plain unappealing. Unfortunately, my diet limits me mostly to wraps and salads, occasionally stir fry if I'm willing to go all out. This gets highly repetitive after a while.
Anyway, if I sink into depression over the next couple of weeks it's probably 50% diet related and 50% acting related.
End Transmission.