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Umm so i dont know what to say really just need to type..My grandfater died pretty bad everyone is crying but i havent cried? Like its not bad you know like i feel horrible that he died but i dont know its like not hitting me...I have been sch a bitch to everyone, but only cause they keep fucking askin gme if im ok and like crying in my ear it gets me pissed i dont want to hear that they act like i am going to break down to them and just cry with them..No I am sorry i am not an emotional break down and gimme a hug type, this isnt like t.v or anything...I mean we were close he was like my father of all male figures in my life and now hes dead..wow like what a hit of reality you know? well i just needed to type get things off my mind...going to sleep