(no subject)
It's a hard thing for me just say, "hey yeah, this is who I am," because I honestly don't know. There's so many different personalities that I carry around, & to be honest I don't know which one I actually am.
I've had a hard time with my relationship with Rocky lately. For-a-long-time-lately. I think we're just very different people, & I hate to ever admit it, but I don't really know if we're right for each other. I know I love him, & I know that we're something special if we've stayed together thus far, but there's something that's definitely not there anymore. We just don't understand each other like I thought we used to.
I guess you shouldn't take the last paragraph too seriously. We're definitely in love. I just have been feeling hurt. I'm a high-maintenance baby, & I'm so surprised, & grateful, that he puts up with me. I'd probably be a mess without him.
Also, I think I'm mildly bi-polar. Possibly extremely. In one week, I go from absolutely calm & happy, straight to depressed & a mess. every week, for probably a few months. There's no real trigger to it. I'm being totally unrealistic anyways. I'm fine, I guess.
I've had a hard time with my relationship with Rocky lately. For-a-long-time-lately. I think we're just very different people, & I hate to ever admit it, but I don't really know if we're right for each other. I know I love him, & I know that we're something special if we've stayed together thus far, but there's something that's definitely not there anymore. We just don't understand each other like I thought we used to.
I guess you shouldn't take the last paragraph too seriously. We're definitely in love. I just have been feeling hurt. I'm a high-maintenance baby, & I'm so surprised, & grateful, that he puts up with me. I'd probably be a mess without him.
Also, I think I'm mildly bi-polar. Possibly extremely. In one week, I go from absolutely calm & happy, straight to depressed & a mess. every week, for probably a few months. There's no real trigger to it. I'm being totally unrealistic anyways. I'm fine, I guess.