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Last night I partially filled you in on things, but I'd just like to let you know that most of that isn't really coming from the heart. I still can't express myself for more than 5 seconds, so I don't know how, if I want to, I am going to tell you what I feel. Right now I'm in the midst of deciding whether to go upstairs and shower, so I am ready when Rachel gets here, or to just sit here and go on and on about what a "conflicted life" I have. On a normal day I'd choose the latter. Today's not normal I'm supposing..