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i really needa get something off my chest;
i have been so frustrated with my mom these past couple days..
i heard her tell my aunt that she didnt want me to make 'stupid soccer' even though ive been training really hard independently for a while now. the small things she does are the ones that hurt the most. when i told her i made it she was like 'oh.. well then you better do this and thats and blah blah blah bitchy bitchy blah..' im so sick of it! can she ever just say 'good job'?
she keeps lecturing me about how 'she has given up on me, because not all poeple go to college, and not all people make it in life' i mean come on! she is basically telling me that she expects me to live my life in a card board box!
&the thing that really erks me is that recently she has been threatning to kick me out of the house, SHE WANTS ME TO MOVE IN WITH HER EXHUSBAND! i am not talking to him, not afetr everything that he has said. he has hurt me so many times and i am sick of it. i refuse to speak to him until he changes or says he is sorry. i cant help but feel like i seriosuly dont belong anywhere. not at my moms. not at my 'dads'. not at my aunts. not anywhere. i just wish that we caould get along for more than just 2 weeks. idk what i am doing wrong, but she still hates me.
on a better note;
i made a new friend today. his name is juan. i met him in the trainer's room. his favorite colors are red and orange. he wrasles. :]
life is a puzzle with way to many pieces.
♥manderater
i have been so frustrated with my mom these past couple days..
i heard her tell my aunt that she didnt want me to make 'stupid soccer' even though ive been training really hard independently for a while now. the small things she does are the ones that hurt the most. when i told her i made it she was like 'oh.. well then you better do this and thats and blah blah blah bitchy bitchy blah..' im so sick of it! can she ever just say 'good job'?
she keeps lecturing me about how 'she has given up on me, because not all poeple go to college, and not all people make it in life' i mean come on! she is basically telling me that she expects me to live my life in a card board box!
&the thing that really erks me is that recently she has been threatning to kick me out of the house, SHE WANTS ME TO MOVE IN WITH HER EXHUSBAND! i am not talking to him, not afetr everything that he has said. he has hurt me so many times and i am sick of it. i refuse to speak to him until he changes or says he is sorry. i cant help but feel like i seriosuly dont belong anywhere. not at my moms. not at my 'dads'. not at my aunts. not anywhere. i just wish that we caould get along for more than just 2 weeks. idk what i am doing wrong, but she still hates me.
on a better note;
i made a new friend today. his name is juan. i met him in the trainer's room. his favorite colors are red and orange. he wrasles. :]
life is a puzzle with way to many pieces.
♥manderater