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i doubt anyone will read this anymore.
but i'm off to college in what..four days. off to minneapolis. i'm scared but excited as well. i feel i'm so behind on what everyone else has learned, like i don't have the social skills to do what i want to do. and i really would rather not leave my home. but i know this is what i need to do. it's coming so soon i think i could vomit.
i just really hope things with me and brad work out. i love the boy, i love him to death.
"i know things are going to be rough and neither of us will want to wait to see each other, but baby i promise i will always be by your side if you need me, and when you need me there, i will be on the next flight out.
i love you
and i couldnt wish for anyone else in the world."
i hope i can do this.
on a lighter note..
i got a couple new things..
meet pegasus! my see through fishy! i love him so much. he gets all excited when my face comes by his bowl. and every morning when i feed him he swims all fast when i shake his food. haha.
another new toy of mine..haha
i love this, my first phone. finally. haha.
but last night brad and i watched jesus camp, it absolutely scared the shit out of me.
then we went rollerblading! haha, i fell down three times, the last time i got like a cement burn on my butt, haha, i had to stop at that point. today, we are going to eat huhot, and i'm going to go get three shots! lovely! haha.
talk to you later.
but i'm off to college in what..four days. off to minneapolis. i'm scared but excited as well. i feel i'm so behind on what everyone else has learned, like i don't have the social skills to do what i want to do. and i really would rather not leave my home. but i know this is what i need to do. it's coming so soon i think i could vomit.
i just really hope things with me and brad work out. i love the boy, i love him to death.
"i know things are going to be rough and neither of us will want to wait to see each other, but baby i promise i will always be by your side if you need me, and when you need me there, i will be on the next flight out.
i love you
and i couldnt wish for anyone else in the world."
i hope i can do this.
on a lighter note..
i got a couple new things..
meet pegasus! my see through fishy! i love him so much. he gets all excited when my face comes by his bowl. and every morning when i feed him he swims all fast when i shake his food. haha.
another new toy of mine..haha
i love this, my first phone. finally. haha.
but last night brad and i watched jesus camp, it absolutely scared the shit out of me.
then we went rollerblading! haha, i fell down three times, the last time i got like a cement burn on my butt, haha, i had to stop at that point. today, we are going to eat huhot, and i'm going to go get three shots! lovely! haha.
talk to you later.