lifes pretty awesome right now
So whats been going on in the past, forever.
I no longer drink every night or even close to it. I think i was in just a shitty place and didnt know how to deal besides drink but as of right now things are pretty perfect.
I am on antidepressants now and they are helping a lot, the first week i took them i was in such a weird over happy mood and didnt sleep compared to sleeping all the time but now im more chill. I definitely need something for my anxiety though, im realizing more and more things that make me feel super un-easy that used to never bother me that i loved before, for example roller coasters. I went to wildwood for 2 days with my aunt and cousin and we went on rides and such and i kept getting this horrible un-easy feeling while going on all of them.
I have a job now, working security for the susquehanna bank center concerts. I went to west virginia to a festival called "all good" and it was basically a huge hippie fest. I tripped on shrooms for the first time and ate weed rice crispy treats the day before. I never saw so many dreads in my life and so many hot ass girls/boys. But yeah shrooms are pretty amazing hahaa i was listening to kings of leon alone in my tent completely content after my adventures of walking around and seeing flashy lights and glowsticks and music.
I still need another job cause after this paycheck there is like 2 shows i can work and thats definitely not enough.
I have a boyfriend now. After 3 fuck and chucks and or fuck buddys im finally in a relationship. Fucked up thing about it is i met him off a dating/find someone to fuck website lol. But i waited to have sex with him until we were dating which is awesome. Hes 20 and lives about 45 minutes away in fort washington PA but he drives so its awesome. Hes a mechanic, has tattoos, skinny as fuck, almost the same height as me and is super fucking sweet. I love sleeping next to him most nights and cuddling and such. He always says the right things and kisses me all the time. Im falling fast and im okay with it.
workin in west virginia, hell yeah i got tan
got the other side of my eyebrow pierced so now im all even! =)
boyfriend <3333
I no longer drink every night or even close to it. I think i was in just a shitty place and didnt know how to deal besides drink but as of right now things are pretty perfect.
I am on antidepressants now and they are helping a lot, the first week i took them i was in such a weird over happy mood and didnt sleep compared to sleeping all the time but now im more chill. I definitely need something for my anxiety though, im realizing more and more things that make me feel super un-easy that used to never bother me that i loved before, for example roller coasters. I went to wildwood for 2 days with my aunt and cousin and we went on rides and such and i kept getting this horrible un-easy feeling while going on all of them.
I have a job now, working security for the susquehanna bank center concerts. I went to west virginia to a festival called "all good" and it was basically a huge hippie fest. I tripped on shrooms for the first time and ate weed rice crispy treats the day before. I never saw so many dreads in my life and so many hot ass girls/boys. But yeah shrooms are pretty amazing hahaa i was listening to kings of leon alone in my tent completely content after my adventures of walking around and seeing flashy lights and glowsticks and music.
I still need another job cause after this paycheck there is like 2 shows i can work and thats definitely not enough.
I have a boyfriend now. After 3 fuck and chucks and or fuck buddys im finally in a relationship. Fucked up thing about it is i met him off a dating/find someone to fuck website lol. But i waited to have sex with him until we were dating which is awesome. Hes 20 and lives about 45 minutes away in fort washington PA but he drives so its awesome. Hes a mechanic, has tattoos, skinny as fuck, almost the same height as me and is super fucking sweet. I love sleeping next to him most nights and cuddling and such. He always says the right things and kisses me all the time. Im falling fast and im okay with it.
workin in west virginia, hell yeah i got tan
got the other side of my eyebrow pierced so now im all even! =)
boyfriend <3333