Carve your heart out yourself.
Yes, I once again re-did my journal. I like it alot too. Its going to be like this for a while. Get used to it. haha. So, this is today...
1st= Some Infant Cpr and test.
2nd= Uhh, something?
3rd= Band, geeze...I soo <3'd the tie he had on today. : )
4th= James did Mrs. Swan. Haha, thats soo great. Chris is a wierdo, I like to play
basketball with him. haha.
I got my ring too! I like it. woohoo. Yea...Anyways..
5th= Poems and junk.
6th= Blah, I look like Ben's g-ma. Great. haha.
Came home. Slept..haha. Woke up ate pizza, got online and then val called. We went to the baseball game and such.
Wow, I can't wait till this break type deal. I hope its better then I think its going to be though.
I hope I get to see him all break. : ) Or I'll be very dissapointed. hah. No, really, I would though. hah. Alright, I'm going to go now...I'll leave you with this. Thats all.
<3
Screaming Infidelities
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I were anywhere with anyone
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.
Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.
[Repeat Four times]
1st= Some Infant Cpr and test.
2nd= Uhh, something?
3rd= Band, geeze...I soo <3'd the tie he had on today. : )
4th= James did Mrs. Swan. Haha, thats soo great. Chris is a wierdo, I like to play
basketball with him. haha.
I got my ring too! I like it. woohoo. Yea...Anyways..
5th= Poems and junk.
6th= Blah, I look like Ben's g-ma. Great. haha.
Came home. Slept..haha. Woke up ate pizza, got online and then val called. We went to the baseball game and such.
Wow, I can't wait till this break type deal. I hope its better then I think its going to be though.
I hope I get to see him all break. : ) Or I'll be very dissapointed. hah. No, really, I would though. hah. Alright, I'm going to go now...I'll leave you with this. Thats all.
<3
Screaming Infidelities
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I were anywhere with anyone
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.
Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.
[Repeat Four times]