No more lies.. No more guys!
This is announced to the gg4e! i feel like i'm gettin depressed again.. i wont handle it this time.. iono why.. it jus got to me.. the stress and all.... i was gettin ready for bed talking to my mom.. and it jus hit me i started to feel sick.. i got this massive headache.. i've tried to meditate.. it didnt work.. iono i feel like.. everyone whos tellin me everything about their problemz.. and askin me for help.. its like.. what if this happens to me.. and a whole bunch of stuff.. so now i'm being all emo american.. lmao yea.. sittin here puttin my hair up drinkin a m-dew.. and touching up my nails.. trying to get my mind off things.. like how i always screw up.. everything.. i mean realtionships.. i'm jus not ready for a new one jus yet.. everyone thinks i'm happy.. i hide behind my smile.. i've done it all my life.. yeah i laugh.. and have fun.. but only with certain ppl.. i'm sick of feeling the way i feel.. and always hideing it.. I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT! I mean.. i'm sick of crying over dumb things i try and laugh about.. i hate when ppl tell me what to do.. my friends.. don't even know me they think they do.. and they really dont know shit about me or my life.. execpt for a few.. i've been thinking of droping out of skewl or transfering.. but iono.. its like my mind wont let me do anything.. i pray to my goddess.. to help me.. to save me.. anything to stop this.. pain.. ima bout to give up and say fuck you and your mom.. but i'm not a quitter.. i stand up for myself and i dont let ppl push me around.. i can be the sweetest lil bitch you've ever met.. if i let you get that close..
@ skewl today...
Umm fuck i don't member that much but here goes... map class ugh.. bunch of gossip so everyone was listein to me n vic gab all period.. then i was pissed off at nathan iono why.. then algeba my favorite class lmao maybe cuz my teacher is the pimpest mother fucker alive lol and maybe cuz i got a good grade in that class.. but we switched seats today.. i dont like my seat that much.. i sit with michael which i'm okay with but this one dude.. he sits rite next to me i cant stand.. he like wants to copy n shit.. i dont take that fuck that.. ima ask if dustin can sit next to me.. or sumone who ACTUALLY DOES THEIR WORK!! grrrness 2nd period fuck.. i didnt pay attention.. i mean lmao i got this project due friday.. we've had it assigned since the 1st day of skewl.. i havent even started lmfao 9 pages on the freakin election.. i'll get it done.. hopefully.. fuckin finals are comming up.. shiiiiiiiiit lmao umm 3rd period.. lets see umm fuck iono wut i did in their either.. i did my work.. but iono wut it was over lol then lets see 4/5 i talked n did my lil quiz and redid my makeup.. wrote terry and gave it to em after 5th then i saw nathaniel god that boy is mah homie no joke i love that kid to pieces if i had to pick one dude thats the pimpest.. it would b a 3 way tie.. gary andrew and nathaniel lol jus cuz i love em to death 6/7/8 nothin happened on my way back from lunch me n meg ran into steven and he went sup baby girl lmao i blushed haha i almost went the fuck off on sean.. kepts pokin my sides n shit then playin with my hair.. EWWWWWWWWW 9th lmao i had a thing due for german.. a family tree or sum shit iono lol i dont care.. 10th gym class.. bob bless.. we played basketball n i'm on rob's will's and david's team... they think i'm good i think i'm too short for that shit lmao!!!! but yeah.. will pissed me off sayin i got a nice ass n that he loved me and tried to kiss me i pushed him away n almost fuckin puked he pisses me off.. touches my ass again.. haha he wont have kids ^_^ on our way to the bus terry finally wrote me back lol then i was wlakin n jermey who.. mindi "use" to like or so she's said.. but his arm around my waist n said i'm jus fucking with you then lmao scott pushed him off of me n put his arm around me i think terry got pissed.. i cant help it lol if i could that shit wouldn't happen.. but yeah skewl was gay.. amber didnt come over.. n morrow i have to break the news to her that our weekend plans are ruined *sighz* i hope she takes it well.. or that we can move em around cuz mah bubby is spendin the weekend with me i'm so happy! lol me n him are gonna have a ball but afterhours.. so are me n amber lol i love my little brother HES THE ONLY MAN THATS GONNA BE IN MY LIFE! lol hes the one that is like GET OFF MY SISTER NOW! lmao i <3 him.. but its like 9.50 and i'm actually gonna go to bed.... see ya!!
<33 Jessica
@ skewl today...
Umm fuck i don't member that much but here goes... map class ugh.. bunch of gossip so everyone was listein to me n vic gab all period.. then i was pissed off at nathan iono why.. then algeba my favorite class lmao maybe cuz my teacher is the pimpest mother fucker alive lol and maybe cuz i got a good grade in that class.. but we switched seats today.. i dont like my seat that much.. i sit with michael which i'm okay with but this one dude.. he sits rite next to me i cant stand.. he like wants to copy n shit.. i dont take that fuck that.. ima ask if dustin can sit next to me.. or sumone who ACTUALLY DOES THEIR WORK!! grrrness 2nd period fuck.. i didnt pay attention.. i mean lmao i got this project due friday.. we've had it assigned since the 1st day of skewl.. i havent even started lmfao 9 pages on the freakin election.. i'll get it done.. hopefully.. fuckin finals are comming up.. shiiiiiiiiit lmao umm 3rd period.. lets see umm fuck iono wut i did in their either.. i did my work.. but iono wut it was over lol then lets see 4/5 i talked n did my lil quiz and redid my makeup.. wrote terry and gave it to em after 5th then i saw nathaniel god that boy is mah homie no joke i love that kid to pieces if i had to pick one dude thats the pimpest.. it would b a 3 way tie.. gary andrew and nathaniel lol jus cuz i love em to death 6/7/8 nothin happened on my way back from lunch me n meg ran into steven and he went sup baby girl lmao i blushed haha i almost went the fuck off on sean.. kepts pokin my sides n shit then playin with my hair.. EWWWWWWWWW 9th lmao i had a thing due for german.. a family tree or sum shit iono lol i dont care.. 10th gym class.. bob bless.. we played basketball n i'm on rob's will's and david's team... they think i'm good i think i'm too short for that shit lmao!!!! but yeah.. will pissed me off sayin i got a nice ass n that he loved me and tried to kiss me i pushed him away n almost fuckin puked he pisses me off.. touches my ass again.. haha he wont have kids ^_^ on our way to the bus terry finally wrote me back lol then i was wlakin n jermey who.. mindi "use" to like or so she's said.. but his arm around my waist n said i'm jus fucking with you then lmao scott pushed him off of me n put his arm around me i think terry got pissed.. i cant help it lol if i could that shit wouldn't happen.. but yeah skewl was gay.. amber didnt come over.. n morrow i have to break the news to her that our weekend plans are ruined *sighz* i hope she takes it well.. or that we can move em around cuz mah bubby is spendin the weekend with me i'm so happy! lol me n him are gonna have a ball but afterhours.. so are me n amber lol i love my little brother HES THE ONLY MAN THATS GONNA BE IN MY LIFE! lol hes the one that is like GET OFF MY SISTER NOW! lmao i <3 him.. but its like 9.50 and i'm actually gonna go to bed.... see ya!!
<33 Jessica