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[_taymay_]

hey ya'll! i was just readin through ALL of my entries and comments on lj and i got depressed! gosh. its just that some ppl i used to talk to all the time and stuff...well things have just changed. well, not things. i feel like i have changed for the worst. and i dont know why but i was thinkin again about how everyone else has more stuff or more friends or is prettier than me. plus i started thinkin bout wen i was little. i miss always havin friends, even if you stole someone's cookie er sumthin! lol it didnt matter. i still just keep thinkin bout how i used to fell like i didnt fit in and i thought i was over it but i was just hiding it. i dont know wut is wrong with me. i feel REALLY alone and i just...i dont know. and like i dont feel like there is just ONE person that i can count on to make me feel better. i have friends but i feel like an outsider ALL the time. i shudnt of read the entries but...o well. nobody even did anything to me. im just a loser. and this was pointless but i feel like i cant talk to anyone so ill just talk to the compooter. lol
i love ya'll
tAyLoR