So what if I said it? I wouldn't regret it.
Things have been stressful lately. Beauty and the Beast opens in one week. That's a bit intimidating. Tech crew just started learning it's blocking and crap yesterday. It's safe to say I feel a bit more than unprepared. It'll work out, though. I'm going to fail my AP exam next Thursday. We took the mock exam today, and I didn't do as well as I'd hoped to. I have to do some major studying and reading this weekend. Which will be no fun since my only free day this weekend is fucking Saturday. I've decided that I'm only doing tech crew for One-Act next year and if I involve myself in the musical, it'll be that I have a part in it. While I hold flats up and crap, I really wish I'd tried out. It looks like fun, and not to sound conceited, but I feel as if I could be a really good actor. I watch some of the actors while performing and I build up so many criticisms on their blocking and facial expressions. I feel that if I collaborated with Mr. Brown, maybe it could've worked? I don't know. What I do know, though, is that I will definitely try out next year. Only 18 or so days left of school. I want to get it over with already. I'm not looking forward to school next year. My schedule is as follows:
(In no particular order)
Honors American Lit
Honors Pre-calc
Physics
Latin II
Government
French I?
I'm undecided on French. To reiterate before, I feel like I could do a good job acting. So I might want to do some kind of drama class. At the same time, I want to take an art class cause that's pretty much what my electives have been thus far in high school. But I don't know. I'm so confused. I'm not going to France, probably. So I shouldn't take it right? What do you guys think? Drama or French? Ugh. I hate school and its ultimatums.
Besides school, things have been good. I guess you could say I'm content with my life right now. I enjoy my days more and I'm not tired as much, even though I still don't get enough sleep. I just really want school to be out then I'll be sooooooo happy. I hope this summer is better than last. I know I'm not going to do as much as I would like, and that's mainly due to the fact that I'm not as close to my friends as I was and never will be again, but I've accepted that and have to live with it. As I've said many times before, I've tried with them and they just don't seem interested in rekindling what we had. I think I'll just hang out with the new friends I made this year more often, and maybe make new friends, hopefully. Each year I hope to meet someone who could be a best friend to me. So here's an early wish for next year.
I have some Wuthering Heights I probably won't read, but will try anyway.
Goodnight.
(In no particular order)
Honors American Lit
Honors Pre-calc
Physics
Latin II
Government
French I?
I'm undecided on French. To reiterate before, I feel like I could do a good job acting. So I might want to do some kind of drama class. At the same time, I want to take an art class cause that's pretty much what my electives have been thus far in high school. But I don't know. I'm so confused. I'm not going to France, probably. So I shouldn't take it right? What do you guys think? Drama or French? Ugh. I hate school and its ultimatums.
Besides school, things have been good. I guess you could say I'm content with my life right now. I enjoy my days more and I'm not tired as much, even though I still don't get enough sleep. I just really want school to be out then I'll be sooooooo happy. I hope this summer is better than last. I know I'm not going to do as much as I would like, and that's mainly due to the fact that I'm not as close to my friends as I was and never will be again, but I've accepted that and have to live with it. As I've said many times before, I've tried with them and they just don't seem interested in rekindling what we had. I think I'll just hang out with the new friends I made this year more often, and maybe make new friends, hopefully. Each year I hope to meet someone who could be a best friend to me. So here's an early wish for next year.
I have some Wuthering Heights I probably won't read, but will try anyway.
Goodnight.