i feel funny

[_tarzan_]

i feel funny. like im going to faint and like im in a dream state but not really. kinda like im high but im not. i feel like something life changing is going to happen but i know it won't. im scared. i need that special someone to hold me. i want to cry for no reason. i feel strange. gosh i don't like this. maybe if i go to sleep it will all be ok. but i don't know whats not ok. maybe im depressed. but whats to be depressed about? i dunno. whats going on?