honestly and emotion are not looked down apon
i love:
tot, kaylee, carley, hanna, angela, hilary, brooke, raquel,m2, mike, david camp, tj, seth, maynard, my stepbrother, my real brother, aar and drew, ashlee, parties, fall, smoothies, pumpkins, my family[garage crew], talking to old old friends, jillian, not hating anyone, my messy room, sweaters, puppies, kittens, sleep overs with tot and kaylee, carley being my adopted sister, people who make me smile, being loved, missing school, hanging out with the girls and not talking shit the entire time, laguna beach, having parties when we really aren't fucked up the entire time, and last but of course not least, no cerfews, knowing i can do pretty much whatever the fuck i want, but most importantly jana and jake, because even though i've put those two through the worst shit they've had to deal with i love them with all my heart and i'm so glad they haven't left me.
i hate:
drama filled brats, people who can't chill out, people who can't own up with their shit, people who bring others into their drama just to make them as miserable as they are, people who only want to get fucked up, the cops showing up at my house every weekend, T.O.M, cleaning, the way the color purple looks on me, getting yelled at, shaving my legs, cat hair on my clothes, cig butts everywhere in the garage, boys who i like but don't like me, and missing my old best friend.
i was bored.
lately life has been, eh, good i guess. i just let pointless stupid drama piss me off.
i'll just talk about this weekend.
friday everyone came here, again. it was good times as usual. aar, seth, and dave got drunk of fuck though. i didn't want to let dave drive home, but he insisted. seth spilled beer all over me. lol. kaylee almost killed me. she gave me a heartattack for about 20 seconds.
saturday chilled with all the girls at the house, then we all went to the show and met up with dan, adamm, and david. watched pigmy death.. then went back to my house.. party again. took some lame stuff.. and i don't remember anything after that. kinda fucking LAME. but whatever. the cops were called, again.. my dad pretended to be mad infront of the cops so he didn't look like a bad parent.. but at the time i was too messed up to realize he was kidding and freaked out cause i thought he was mad. then the cops yelled at us and left. no one left or stopped partying thouhg.. i think.
YESTERDAY I WENT TO SIX FLAGS WITH CARLEY,TJ,AND ZACK!
it was fun.
lots of fun.
yeah i'm gay and done with this shit.
tot, kaylee, carley, hanna, angela, hilary, brooke, raquel,m2, mike, david camp, tj, seth, maynard, my stepbrother, my real brother, aar and drew, ashlee, parties, fall, smoothies, pumpkins, my family[garage crew], talking to old old friends, jillian, not hating anyone, my messy room, sweaters, puppies, kittens, sleep overs with tot and kaylee, carley being my adopted sister, people who make me smile, being loved, missing school, hanging out with the girls and not talking shit the entire time, laguna beach, having parties when we really aren't fucked up the entire time, and last but of course not least, no cerfews, knowing i can do pretty much whatever the fuck i want, but most importantly jana and jake, because even though i've put those two through the worst shit they've had to deal with i love them with all my heart and i'm so glad they haven't left me.
i hate:
drama filled brats, people who can't chill out, people who can't own up with their shit, people who bring others into their drama just to make them as miserable as they are, people who only want to get fucked up, the cops showing up at my house every weekend, T.O.M, cleaning, the way the color purple looks on me, getting yelled at, shaving my legs, cat hair on my clothes, cig butts everywhere in the garage, boys who i like but don't like me, and missing my old best friend.
i was bored.
lately life has been, eh, good i guess. i just let pointless stupid drama piss me off.
i'll just talk about this weekend.
friday everyone came here, again. it was good times as usual. aar, seth, and dave got drunk of fuck though. i didn't want to let dave drive home, but he insisted. seth spilled beer all over me. lol. kaylee almost killed me. she gave me a heartattack for about 20 seconds.
saturday chilled with all the girls at the house, then we all went to the show and met up with dan, adamm, and david. watched pigmy death.. then went back to my house.. party again. took some lame stuff.. and i don't remember anything after that. kinda fucking LAME. but whatever. the cops were called, again.. my dad pretended to be mad infront of the cops so he didn't look like a bad parent.. but at the time i was too messed up to realize he was kidding and freaked out cause i thought he was mad. then the cops yelled at us and left. no one left or stopped partying thouhg.. i think.
YESTERDAY I WENT TO SIX FLAGS WITH CARLEY,TJ,AND ZACK!
it was fun.
lots of fun.
yeah i'm gay and done with this shit.