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I really hate it when a lecturer thinks that they don't have to show up for the first day of classes...I'm paying you lots of money for you to teach me things, so teach me! I sat there for about 40 mins, just waiting and they never showed. It happened last year too. I really don't like the way classes are here. I feel like I'm just not learning anything. I realize its only the third day of classes, but it was like that last year too. I guess I just forgot that I didn't learn anything first semester, haha.
I think I really do want to go home after first semester. I'm still not sure what I want to study, but I wouldn't be able to decide here anyway. Their classes are just so different from ours and I feel like I won't really get a lot out of them. But it seems to be impossible to back out now. My parents are going to be here when colleges would start in January, and I wouldn't even be back until February 10th. I don't want to take a semester off, though. I feel like that wouldn't help at all, as I still won't know what the science classes are like. I think I'm leaning more towards sticking with anthropology, but the postgraduate degree in NZ sounds soo amazing, and if I could actually do something like that for a living, well I think I'd be pretty happy.
I don't really know what to do. I think I've finally come to the decision that I want to go back home, but I'm just not sure how to get there.