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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
Well.. im off the a new year. it hasnt been to great rite now. but im sure it will get better!
*you*
i know u dont like when i try and tell u this stuff.. but its like im in a little box. and cant do ne thing. i feel like whatever i do im gonna get bitched at or something. or make u mad and make u want to leave me. it shouldnt be like that. and its not like that wit u. u do shit. i get mad. yeah BUT i dont bitch at u like im gonna leave u and do shit. i drop it let it go. cause to me its okay for shit to happen. u get over it. but for u. when something happens u hold on to it and drag it out on me! i really hate it. ive always hated that. i feel like i always am the one that does something. when u do things to. but nothing happens to u. i dk. maybe we shouldnt be back together. who knows? i dont. i wish i did. i mean im happy wit u. at times. but other times i just hate myself bc i feel like i do everything wrong. and i dont feel like i should feel like i do everything wrong. i dk. i just dont want to feel like crap all the time ne more. i want us to be happy and i just wish u would tell me things not bitch at me afterwards bc i cant read ur mind. but i dk. its all up to u. u dont seem to care all the time. so ill let u decide all of it! <3
work. was stressful. some much to do. and it was not enough time. we had 4 servers on the floor no greeter and not enough people! i dont want to work there. but i do. it goes back in forth! i havent made my mind up yet though! ill figure it out though!
tomorrow. ill be so tired at the end of the day! im gonna be up at 6 to get ready to do the gator bowl down town. then at 5 to go to work till 11 wow.. all day! ill be gettin the money.. but ill be tired as hell!
im gonna go. think a bit!
<3
i wish it could all be back to normal. wit no problems. no nothing. just be happy. thats all i want this year!
Well.. im off the a new year. it hasnt been to great rite now. but im sure it will get better!
*you*
i know u dont like when i try and tell u this stuff.. but its like im in a little box. and cant do ne thing. i feel like whatever i do im gonna get bitched at or something. or make u mad and make u want to leave me. it shouldnt be like that. and its not like that wit u. u do shit. i get mad. yeah BUT i dont bitch at u like im gonna leave u and do shit. i drop it let it go. cause to me its okay for shit to happen. u get over it. but for u. when something happens u hold on to it and drag it out on me! i really hate it. ive always hated that. i feel like i always am the one that does something. when u do things to. but nothing happens to u. i dk. maybe we shouldnt be back together. who knows? i dont. i wish i did. i mean im happy wit u. at times. but other times i just hate myself bc i feel like i do everything wrong. and i dont feel like i should feel like i do everything wrong. i dk. i just dont want to feel like crap all the time ne more. i want us to be happy and i just wish u would tell me things not bitch at me afterwards bc i cant read ur mind. but i dk. its all up to u. u dont seem to care all the time. so ill let u decide all of it! <3
work. was stressful. some much to do. and it was not enough time. we had 4 servers on the floor no greeter and not enough people! i dont want to work there. but i do. it goes back in forth! i havent made my mind up yet though! ill figure it out though!
tomorrow. ill be so tired at the end of the day! im gonna be up at 6 to get ready to do the gator bowl down town. then at 5 to go to work till 11 wow.. all day! ill be gettin the money.. but ill be tired as hell!
im gonna go. think a bit!
<3
i wish it could all be back to normal. wit no problems. no nothing. just be happy. thats all i want this year!