If the silence takes you, then I hope it takes me too
Almost everything is completely awful lately
Work- Fucking terrible
School- Stressul.. exhausting
Life- Depressing, but it has its moments
But for some reason, I just can't stop myself. I've come to the realization that except for a select few, I'm pretty much alone in this.. and even with those few, I'm still pretty much alone almost all the time. I'm too tired to formulate and thoughts about why I feel this way and how I could change it.. but honestly I don't think there's a way. Maybe right now just isn't the right time for school and work to make me happy. Honestly, I don't think work is ever going to make me happy. Even when I get paid, I don't think it's worth it, but school? This is supposed to be a good year.. my senior year.. isn't it? Somehow, it doesn't feel that way. And I can't help but feeling a little bit desperate, because I have no idea how to get in control of myself, and make this better.
I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new
Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here
I cannot guess what we'll discover
We turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hand can wash one another’s
And not one speck will remain
I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
-Death Cab For Cutie
I miss you so much ♥
Work- Fucking terrible
School- Stressul.. exhausting
Life- Depressing, but it has its moments
But for some reason, I just can't stop myself. I've come to the realization that except for a select few, I'm pretty much alone in this.. and even with those few, I'm still pretty much alone almost all the time. I'm too tired to formulate and thoughts about why I feel this way and how I could change it.. but honestly I don't think there's a way. Maybe right now just isn't the right time for school and work to make me happy. Honestly, I don't think work is ever going to make me happy. Even when I get paid, I don't think it's worth it, but school? This is supposed to be a good year.. my senior year.. isn't it? Somehow, it doesn't feel that way. And I can't help but feeling a little bit desperate, because I have no idea how to get in control of myself, and make this better.
I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new
Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here
I cannot guess what we'll discover
We turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hand can wash one another’s
And not one speck will remain
I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
-Death Cab For Cutie
I miss you so much ♥