oops i wote this in honestly_ -meant to behere
uh yeah... so they admitted to it. yep thats right.
now for my friends. what should i do? should i stay with my boyfriend who cheated on me with my "best friend"? the boyfriend who i've been with for 2 years, but some 2-faced friend had to try and get with him. why? i'm assuming she's jealous and wanted him for herself. or she was just horny and he was the only person in sight. or maybe...shes just a lying, backstabbing, bitch.
on a better note today me and sara are playing. i dunno what we are gunna do but its ok, it'll make me feel better. theres nothing like spending time with a trustworthy friend!
this dumbass in my class called chris an 'abid' [thats nigger in "chaldean"] so yea i was yelling at him and he said "why don't you take some scissors and cut yourself off his balls". lol what a pussy.
for someone who lies about lying-you gotta be a great lier. and i'm sorry it took almost 3 hours to get you from saying 'WTF NOTHING HAPPENED" to "i'm sorry for everything bad i've done to you, i love you so much.". thats sad- & that hurts.
p.s- last night when my mom was on the phone, matt popped in my head. i go in my room to read the old letters he sent me, i opened the one he sent me april 15th. this is what i read:
are you and billy still going out? if you are please break up with him. you probably as you read that said HELL NO but you don't know what i kno about him. i know stuff that would break your heart natalie and i dont want him hurting you. Ahh! i shouldn't have told you i know anything because you are probably going to get mad at me, since you are cooler with billy now. I gotta look out for you kid!
and i called him that saturday- he told me to ask tori. i did. she acted like she knew nothing.
i hate you. forever
now for my friends. what should i do? should i stay with my boyfriend who cheated on me with my "best friend"? the boyfriend who i've been with for 2 years, but some 2-faced friend had to try and get with him. why? i'm assuming she's jealous and wanted him for herself. or she was just horny and he was the only person in sight. or maybe...shes just a lying, backstabbing, bitch.
on a better note today me and sara are playing. i dunno what we are gunna do but its ok, it'll make me feel better. theres nothing like spending time with a trustworthy friend!
this dumbass in my class called chris an 'abid' [thats nigger in "chaldean"] so yea i was yelling at him and he said "why don't you take some scissors and cut yourself off his balls". lol what a pussy.
for someone who lies about lying-you gotta be a great lier. and i'm sorry it took almost 3 hours to get you from saying 'WTF NOTHING HAPPENED" to "i'm sorry for everything bad i've done to you, i love you so much.". thats sad- & that hurts.
p.s- last night when my mom was on the phone, matt popped in my head. i go in my room to read the old letters he sent me, i opened the one he sent me april 15th. this is what i read:
are you and billy still going out? if you are please break up with him. you probably as you read that said HELL NO but you don't know what i kno about him. i know stuff that would break your heart natalie and i dont want him hurting you. Ahh! i shouldn't have told you i know anything because you are probably going to get mad at me, since you are cooler with billy now. I gotta look out for you kid!
and i called him that saturday- he told me to ask tori. i did. she acted like she knew nothing.
i hate you. forever