Apr 03, 2007 18:44
So life is pretty much becoming kinda stressful. I'm so exhausted, even after getting a normal night of sleep. I don't even really get to eat much because I don't have money for getting food out and then I don't have time to make it at home. I keep trying to make plans with people when I should probably just stay home and relax sometimes. It's gonna be so much worse when I have school now. I'm kinda afraid to start. Not because of the material, but because if I'm having this much trouble and stress with what I'm doing now, what the hell am I gonna do when I have school 8:45 to 3:15 and then work until 8 Monday through Thursday and then work 10-6 Friday and 9-5 Saturday. Sunday is pretty much set as laundry day. I don't know, I'm just.. tired. I had so much to do today, and now I'm not even going to be able to go to north metro because the book store is closed, so I'm gonna have to stay tomorrow and then go crazy when I get to work because Deena is hardcore booked up all day. I dunno, I'm probably making it worse thinking about it, but it just sucks being the only assistant at the salon. It's like they need me at the most inconvenient times, and since I'm the only one there my workload, which wasn't bad before, has doubled. I left CVS because I wanted less responsibility because I've worn myself out working so hard, and I was willing to have less pay. Now it's like I'm working like I was at CVS, and though I love the people, I just never get to sit down and it is taking its tole on me. I guess I'm lucky now that Ron is gone and I have one less thing to worry about, and life is going really good. I'm just tired. Blah. I want to take a nap, but I can't. So I'll do the thing for my mom until the rain sorta dries up, then I'll go to walmart and to my dad's to pick up the comforter I didn't have time to pick up yesterday. My feet need a rest.