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im so aggrevated with ppl anymore. im tired of ppl only talking to me when they have problems and need a set of ears. im tired of ppl making fun of me or just saying shit i dont want to here becuz its offensive. god am i ticked.
omg i cant drive with my parents. they are so hard on me. and they havent made my appointment yet grrrr. sometimes i get so close to just leaving and taking off.
at this point between ppl in school and home im able to explode. im tired of 7th graders sexually harassing me to the point of me crying. i just wish i can be assertive and quick with wits so i can stand up for myself i am so pathetic.
i miss my cousin matt so much i cry everytime i hear a soldier die becuz i dont want him to go i need him here. hes the only person i can really talk to about things. hes getting his name changed so he will be my "legal" brother even tho he doesnt need a name to be that.
valentines day was nice.i dont wanna talk about it tho cuz its jsut to long to type. all i kno is i need to figure out what i want here. i have some other obstructions in the way of me doing the right thing.
school messed up my report card they didnt give me credit for mr. callahans class..pssa tests sucked major behind..and all the drama behind it is enough to turn straight-edge into alcoholic. it takes me a while to finish and i dont care becuz i can miss french class with the wacko. lol i seriously miss madame okonski so much.
lastly, im starting a book club if anyone is interested ill have posters around the school with info. please join its so important to read...we will read intersting books to i promise.
i apologize for the tangent but sometimes i feel like i have noone else to talk to anymore either ppl are to busy or just dont want to hear it which i guess i dont blame them. soo goodnight lj
p.s. softball is starting woot! finally i can take my frustrations out on the other team.
omg i cant drive with my parents. they are so hard on me. and they havent made my appointment yet grrrr. sometimes i get so close to just leaving and taking off.
at this point between ppl in school and home im able to explode. im tired of 7th graders sexually harassing me to the point of me crying. i just wish i can be assertive and quick with wits so i can stand up for myself i am so pathetic.
i miss my cousin matt so much i cry everytime i hear a soldier die becuz i dont want him to go i need him here. hes the only person i can really talk to about things. hes getting his name changed so he will be my "legal" brother even tho he doesnt need a name to be that.
valentines day was nice.i dont wanna talk about it tho cuz its jsut to long to type. all i kno is i need to figure out what i want here. i have some other obstructions in the way of me doing the right thing.
school messed up my report card they didnt give me credit for mr. callahans class..pssa tests sucked major behind..and all the drama behind it is enough to turn straight-edge into alcoholic. it takes me a while to finish and i dont care becuz i can miss french class with the wacko. lol i seriously miss madame okonski so much.
lastly, im starting a book club if anyone is interested ill have posters around the school with info. please join its so important to read...we will read intersting books to i promise.
i apologize for the tangent but sometimes i feel like i have noone else to talk to anymore either ppl are to busy or just dont want to hear it which i guess i dont blame them. soo goodnight lj
p.s. softball is starting woot! finally i can take my frustrations out on the other team.