Don't hate me because you are uncomfortable with what i have to say

[_take_me_home]

Hi guys! I just want you to know that life is good and paul is cool before i launch into the gut-wrenching update even now igniting my bowels.

I, FOR ONE, AM TIRED OF SELF-ABSORBED, ILL-ADJUSTED, SELF-PITYING, ANGST-RIDDEN, INSECURE, ANGRY, CHILDREN.
I LIKED TO THINK MY FRIENDS WERE MORE MATURE THAN THIS.
I WAS DISAPPOINTED.
GROW UP.

I am genuinely sorry for having to say that, but as always, no one else was gonna say it. if no one else will say it, I will. Come on guys.

A person who I hardly know really changed my life not so long ago by telling me, basically, that

HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE. (thats you KM, thanks)

Its true. Its not an easy choice. You have to decide to put self pity behind you. Its not an easy choice. You have to put your angst and your anger and your insecurities behind you. Its not an easy choice. You have to be more, you have to adjust, you have to grow up.

If you never read lyrics, please, read these.

hey little apple blossom
what seems to be the problem
all the ones you tell your troubles to
they don't really care for you

-Jack White "Apple Blossom"

I thought that was somehow fitting.

Hasta La Vista