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Its weird how just a couple of years ago Ryan was just walking around alive. Its sad how he doesnt even exist on this earth. but he exists in my heart.
School was weird. it pissed me off how everyone started talking about him in every single period.and into specific details.i didnt want to be there.
i went to jeras dance concert last night again.james was there. and camille,and sean.everyonce in a while ryan would pop into my head and i had to shake mt head in order to get that picture out of my head. and even the pain.i just kept thinking."oh my god. Oh my god"
any way we went out to eat i could barely eat i felt so nautious.
well i have to go to work.
bye.