Tai-San and Siva:Tai-San's Room

[_tai_san_]

Tai-San limped as quickly as possible away from The Main Cafe, but her grip on her shoes was getting tighter and tighter, her knuckles were turning white as she tried to grasp onto the pain and use it to propell her forward. Cursing under her breath, Tai-San had just gotten to the Extra Cafe area when someone sidled up next to her and wrapped their

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[_siva_]

As they walked into the room, Siva had half a mind to turn around and run out, but she couldn't make herself move. The room looked... well it looked a bit run-down. They couldn't give Tai-San a better room than this?

She shook her head slowly and surveyed the room. WOW.

When Tai-San asked her to stay, however, she didn't think about how the room looked. She gave her a small smile and plopped down next to her on the mattress, taking care not to hit her ankle. "Chat? What about?"

Siva didn't want to chat. As wrong as it was, she wanted to do more. Tai-San was like a drug... a drug she wanted to take.

[_tai_san_]

Tai-San felt her spirits lift as Siva stayed, flopping next to her and being agreeable. Shrugging she shook her head a bit and picked at the cuticle of her thumb with her forefinger, "I don't know," she finally said with a bit of a laugh, "I suppose I just don't want to be alone. You don't really have to stay, I'm really tired, but I thought some conversation, not relating to Zandra or the Hen's night or anything would be nice," she looked at her with a tilted glance.

"Sometimes, do you ever think that this is all VR Siva? That, someone has strapped us into the black room, and no matter how much of a reality you want it to be, or not be, you can't stop it? Like you're going crazy?" Ram had used Siva and Java in VR enough, had it affected them the way Mega was affecting her with it? Was it easy for them to never go back to it, to let it go and walk away, to tell reality from non-reality?

[_siva_]

Siva frowned at the mention of VR. "I'm not sure I know what you mean..." VR? That was a pretty random thing to chat about.

Had Tai-San been playing the game... "Tai-San... you're not, you know, playing are you?" Siva only felt like she was going crazy that one time Ram locked her in VR and scared her half to death. She didn't think it was safe for anyone to be playing. Not anyone.

[_tai_san_]

"Oh, oh no, no I'm not playing the game," she replied instantly with a bit of a flourished shake. "I just, when I was a Techno, I played a lot in Paradise, I just wondered if you felt like it'd left something behind in your brain, something you couldn't shake," she explained, looking away. She pulled her crochetted shawl off of her, leaving her just wearing her pants and camisole tank, "It doesn't matter, I'm sure with meditation and time, I will be back to my regular self and these feelings will leave me. It's just, times like this," she motioned absently in the direction of the Mall, indicating the Zandra situation vaguly, "they kind of make me wonder things," she added with a shrug

[_siva_]

Siva shivered when Tai-San traced the lines on her hand. She never thought another woman's touch would do that to her, bt here she was sitting next to one who made her feel.... different. She couldn't tel if Tai-San felt exactly the same way, though. She was throwing mixed signals, what with the "friend" comment and then saying she was beautiful. But Siva didn't care right now. She knew how she felt.

Closing her eyes, she rubbed her cheek against Tai-San's hand. She felt comfortable and she liked that feeling, maybe a little too much. It took all she had not to jump on Tai-San. It was possible that it was her hormones raging due to her pregnancy, but she couldn't blame it on that forever. And she was embarrassed to day that she'd had fantasies about her and Tai-San since that steamy dare in the corner. It was a miracle that they didn't go further. Not saying that Siva didn't want to. that was a given.

Siva trailed her fingertips up Tai-San's arm, and rested her hand on her cheek. "I think you're even more beautiful," she whispered

[_tai_san_]

Tai-San's smile tilted up a bit higher on the right side, almost a smirk, but she was simply touched, everything about Siva was beginning to become endearing. "I adore you," she told her softly, leaning in and taking her chance. Her fingers moved from Siva's cheek to cup her face, her finger tips resting in the hairs at the nape of Siva's neck, pulling her a bit closer as they connected. It wasn't like last night after the party when she'd needed to feel the connection, when she'd needed something real to grasp onto, this was more. Those hasty kisses in the shower room yesterday had sparked something deep within Tai-San, and until their lips had touched again, she'd been trying to convince herself it was a moment thing, but now she knew, there was more to it than that

[_siva_]

Siva smiled into the kiss. She'd been craving this feeling for so long and she was almost drunk with happiness to have it back. Siva positioned herself on top of Tai-San, still holding her hand. With the other, she maneuvered her way up the front of Tai-San's shirt. She hoped she wasn't moving too fast. She wanted this badly and being in the showers before had only made her want more.

Slipping her tongue into her mouth, Siva deepened the kiss and began to feel light-headed and dizzy with lust.

[_tai_san_]

Tai-San fell back easily into the mattress as Siva pushed into her, and her eyes came open as Siva felt her up, she was kind of glad she hadn't bothered to put her bra back on earlier in the morning when she'd gone to visit Mega. Wrapping her arms around her, she pulled her close, opening her mouth to Siva, glad that she wanted more, they seemed to connect on some level without even speaking. Breaking away for a moment, Tai-San reached between them and easily pulled her shirt off, exposing herself, topless to Siva, watching her. She hooked her forefinger under the edge of Siva's corset and pulled her down again, close, kissing her and instantly deepening it, the feeling of her satin corset against her skin, the soft scent of her perfume and soap mixing to spin Tai-San's head.

[_siva_]

Siva smiled, glad that Tai-San wanted this too. Only a short while ago had the thought of being with another woman boggled her mind, but now she was sure what she wanted. When Tai-San broke their kiss to take off her shirt Siva knew they were actually doing something and there was no turning back. Keeping her mouth on Tai-San's, she unhooked her corset and tossed it to the side. She kissed her way down her neck and to her collarbone, staying there for a moment licking and sucking before moving down to the valley between her breasts. Her skin was so soft it drove her mad.

[_tai_san_]

[OOC:Moved Here.]