not real
nothing is real anymore, i feel like there are no commitments, no responsibilities, no bonds, no pain, no feeling i guess you could say. it just seems like lately there's been bad news after bad news, followed by confusion and emptiness. why is that when one thing in life goes wrong, so many more do, and you feel like a little girl again, lost in the grocery store, everyone around you is a stranger, and everything is 10 times scarier. you feel so lost and you want to run everywhere looking for something or someone that you know that can help you, but you are running in circles and it never ends. but when you do get found, nothing will return the same, you're still shaking with your experience, you never return to that fearlessness in the big bad world that you can't ever escape from no matter how hard you try.
people just seem to be leaving everywhere, nothing is the same, everything that you hope for, doesn't turn out. everything just falls apart in your hands, you dreams are like sand running through your fingers, you can't catch them but you felt them, for a brief moment before they flowed into oblivion. all i can say for right now is.....help.
people just seem to be leaving everywhere, nothing is the same, everything that you hope for, doesn't turn out. everything just falls apart in your hands, you dreams are like sand running through your fingers, you can't catch them but you felt them, for a brief moment before they flowed into oblivion. all i can say for right now is.....help.