Mar 07, 2005 17:59
ok so i went to the doctors
they took my blood to check if i have...
growth problems [i've only grown a half inch in the past year=not good]
metabolic problems[i'm too short for my weight]
soooo...
i either gotta grow
or lose weight
i can only control one of those
so i am going to start kicking my ass into gear
last year i lost 30lbs by drinking red bull all the time and taking walks at night
i think i am going to start doing that again and start eating breakfast so i burn more calories and eat less throughout the day also
i want to be skinny
so from here on
no more soda
eating less at dinner
no more snacks
eating better
i dont care what it takes i want to be at a healthy weight and be skinny
and dont tell me "oh shut up your not fat blah blah"
i dont want to hear it
the only opinion that matters to me is my own
and i dont like the way i look
so i am going to change that