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Monday; 8:46am: i want this fucking week to end
this week is going to be a TRUE test of endurance for me. i'm feeling so down and depressed, but A & B are coming here to see me all the way from oregon!! i have to put on my fakest happy smile. i am truly happy to see them, but right now i just feel like there's nothing to be happy about. my heart is so sad.
today after work i'm going to try to go to yoga. gonna try everything inside of me to tell the universe what i want and see if it wants to hear any of it.