a dream
last nite i had another weird ass dream about having a bunch of boyfriends (or possibly men who are in close proximity to me who do horrible things to me so the same thing?)
i went over to this house with all these people and one of the guys was my bf and we had sex and he was trying to do a weird thing to me(???) i felt scared of him and then his wife came home and found out about us and i just wanted to grab all of my stuff and leave. the house turned into my grandmother's old house and when i went into the room with my stuff, EVERYTHING i own was in there. and i just wanted to get out, but i didn't want to leave all of my stuff and for reason more importantly, my large assortment of crayons. it's crazy too because nobody hardly ever has names in my dreams but his names was myles.
when i finally got out of the house, his roommate called me on my phone and was telling me that he was in love with me and wanted to be with me but he was very fat and gross and also it was weird because of what just happened obviously but i somehow ended up back in the house even tho i was so very close to getting out of there. the fat dude was telling me that he loved me and trying to lay on me and i wanted to barf.
anyway, subconscious strikes again, i suppose