May 19, 2021 10:07
Day 2 of juice cleanse- My stomach kinda hurts but not in a hungry way. Possibly like an explosive poop kinda way? I'm sure that will happen on Friday or even better, Saturday when I'm heading over the Bay Bridge to go to my relative's b-day party! We already talked about celebrating by getting Bubba's on Friday night and for me, I think that's going to be too extreme. I'll just get some pizza and share it with Lucy and maybe have some beers. I don't like all the juices but most of them are tolerable. The beet one suuuuucks :( I'm also not a fan of the carrot one. I like the watermelon and pineapple ones though!
I got upset last night because I feel like an ass for forgetting to call Wendy. So much has been going on and I really don't wanna call her and weigh her down with stuff when I'm not feeling good. She has been pretty snippy ever since the pandemic started so I thought it would be good to give her some space and that she was getting sick of me. It sounds like she thinks I'm not doing my part as a friend but I'm trying. I would like to be a lot closer with her and I always have but I know it's not possible since they live in another state and she's not too inviting and open about us coming up there to visit. She said that she and Jim would be down after Memorial Day so I'm hoping I can get them and Carson to come over to my place and I can make burgers or some such thing. I hope things get better at any rate.
Seems as if today could possibly be a chill day at work? I don't know, one of my co-workers is going to be out so I'm sure it will be crazy!