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sometimes i forget i even have my journal, until I just break down and think to myself I need to write down some stuff that pisses me off. i mean realistically, those are the main things that stick out in my mind, and I think its long overdue to vent about some crap.
firstly, im at marley station mall right now, and that's enough to make me want to jab the broken pencil lying on my "desk" directly through my corneas. just when i though annapolis mall was bad, we move here and to an area of the mall where there are literally 40 little kids running around and screaming at the top of their lungs no less (play area). they run around my stand! they're parents don't care about them at all!! i just want to grab one up and hold their ears next to my mouth and go "AHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHH!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!" so they know what it feels like to be me. i don't know any little brat that's above a good ol fashioned smack to the ass, but nooo that's "child abuse". no, child abuse it repeatedly beating a child over and over again until they have marks and bruises on their bodies. lack of discipline is what causes these little monsters to grow up to be the assholes that don't say thank you or give you dirty looks because you work in a mall. but yet i have no choice until I'm finished with college (which seems like it will never come to a close).
and speaking of that, I'm actually kind of glad to be back in Maryland. since I started at Towson I'm starting to think I might actually have a career that I enjoy. making costumes is fun! also, I get to work with one of my best friends wendy. I'm moving into a townhouse with her, where she lives with another roomate, in february. I think it's going to be good times.
anyway, back to work. i'm waiting for steve bolton to get here at 2pm, and the time is just DRAGGING on. the mall is busy, but I haven't sold that much today at all. when I get home, I know I'm going to be bored, even though I have a ton of homework. oh yeah, I haven't been smoking anymore. it's been like almost 3 weeks I believe, so I've been having the weird lack of weed dreams again. the ones where you can't tell if it's a dream or if it's really happening. also, they last for all night it seems, even though I know dreams are really only like 5min or something like that.
when I get home, I think I'm going to go shopping with my mom to get some things that I need, and then watch harry potter and the chamber of secrets. that'll give me something to do until kamil gets off at 9pm. last night, we went bowling and the place was empty so we brought our jager and red bull into the bowling alley and we just drank there. and they had the hives on the jukebox!! i was excited about that. anyway, this is turning into a mad long post AND there's another snot nosed brat screaming behind me so I'll get back to this later....hopefully not in another year.
firstly, im at marley station mall right now, and that's enough to make me want to jab the broken pencil lying on my "desk" directly through my corneas. just when i though annapolis mall was bad, we move here and to an area of the mall where there are literally 40 little kids running around and screaming at the top of their lungs no less (play area). they run around my stand! they're parents don't care about them at all!! i just want to grab one up and hold their ears next to my mouth and go "AHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHH!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!" so they know what it feels like to be me. i don't know any little brat that's above a good ol fashioned smack to the ass, but nooo that's "child abuse". no, child abuse it repeatedly beating a child over and over again until they have marks and bruises on their bodies. lack of discipline is what causes these little monsters to grow up to be the assholes that don't say thank you or give you dirty looks because you work in a mall. but yet i have no choice until I'm finished with college (which seems like it will never come to a close).
and speaking of that, I'm actually kind of glad to be back in Maryland. since I started at Towson I'm starting to think I might actually have a career that I enjoy. making costumes is fun! also, I get to work with one of my best friends wendy. I'm moving into a townhouse with her, where she lives with another roomate, in february. I think it's going to be good times.
anyway, back to work. i'm waiting for steve bolton to get here at 2pm, and the time is just DRAGGING on. the mall is busy, but I haven't sold that much today at all. when I get home, I know I'm going to be bored, even though I have a ton of homework. oh yeah, I haven't been smoking anymore. it's been like almost 3 weeks I believe, so I've been having the weird lack of weed dreams again. the ones where you can't tell if it's a dream or if it's really happening. also, they last for all night it seems, even though I know dreams are really only like 5min or something like that.
when I get home, I think I'm going to go shopping with my mom to get some things that I need, and then watch harry potter and the chamber of secrets. that'll give me something to do until kamil gets off at 9pm. last night, we went bowling and the place was empty so we brought our jager and red bull into the bowling alley and we just drank there. and they had the hives on the jukebox!! i was excited about that. anyway, this is turning into a mad long post AND there's another snot nosed brat screaming behind me so I'll get back to this later....hopefully not in another year.