oh yes i got this great idea ,let me start!!!!!!!!!
so yea today was AWSOME instead of going to school my friend jason and robb picked me up in their van. for breakfast we chhowed down mega on some rice, oh and yes..
than we smoked some pot and were all hey lets go to the beach. so were chillin where is not FUCKING NEGITIVE FIFTEEN. so than were like my oh my its soo windy i fuck. than were at this arcade playing cool videogames. than were.... on a roller coaster flying, oh and befor that we got soo trashed, yea the roller coaster is soo fun. now its time for speed. like draw as many pictures as possible!!! its so almost like a movie, i said.
instead i went to school and left my rice in mrs.fullers class cuz nazi class was too exciteing, mr.gornick has raw stories about skins and neonazis beating the fuck out of and getting trashed.
oh and mr.moser opens worlds of atheism for me. and fate let me tell you about that
ive had moments where halfway through them i recall it vividly as a dream and i sit back and thing around me, conversations, what not(?) still happen according to the dream. i dont believe in fate i dont believe in fate. its scarey. i want to think that when i die my brain will stop working and thus the world will cease to exist. i dont want to go to heaven. i cannot look 10 years into the future things like this scare me.
oh and yeah i need more time
sometimes its a constant acid trip in that the details of every second.
other times i say steven you need to stop doing so much speed.
i need to gain weight, but NOT with protien shakes, i am malnutrition so its like those are just daily vitamins i need already its not like im gonna get fat or anything drinking protien boosts.. .bah i need to start makeing private posts.
than we smoked some pot and were all hey lets go to the beach. so were chillin where is not FUCKING NEGITIVE FIFTEEN. so than were like my oh my its soo windy i fuck. than were at this arcade playing cool videogames. than were.... on a roller coaster flying, oh and befor that we got soo trashed, yea the roller coaster is soo fun. now its time for speed. like draw as many pictures as possible!!! its so almost like a movie, i said.
instead i went to school and left my rice in mrs.fullers class cuz nazi class was too exciteing, mr.gornick has raw stories about skins and neonazis beating the fuck out of and getting trashed.
oh and mr.moser opens worlds of atheism for me. and fate let me tell you about that
ive had moments where halfway through them i recall it vividly as a dream and i sit back and thing around me, conversations, what not(?) still happen according to the dream. i dont believe in fate i dont believe in fate. its scarey. i want to think that when i die my brain will stop working and thus the world will cease to exist. i dont want to go to heaven. i cannot look 10 years into the future things like this scare me.
oh and yeah i need more time
sometimes its a constant acid trip in that the details of every second.
other times i say steven you need to stop doing so much speed.
i need to gain weight, but NOT with protien shakes, i am malnutrition so its like those are just daily vitamins i need already its not like im gonna get fat or anything drinking protien boosts.. .bah i need to start makeing private posts.