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I haven't had a chance to really update this piece of crap ina while so I will attempt to now I guess.
I've been really busy lately, between work and the baby and trying to maintain a somewhat calm relaxed stress free life (yeah right). I'm enjoying my new job, but a few of the people i work with are nothing but lazy pieces of shit. One girl I work with got in trouble for slacking off and sitting in the library for over an hour doing absolutley nothing, then proceeded to complain to me about it... and how she didn't understand why she got in trouble. One time she got in trouble for going to the gym to play basketball and didn't understand that time either. um... hello retard? It's work, you're being paid to work, not play. Some people just seriously have no common sense at all -.-.
Alexxis is walking and talking and climbing steps and all that... it's tiring chasing after her, but I wouldn't trade it for anything... she looks so much like her dad it's unbelievable... I can't believe how big she's gotten, how fast she's growing, how smart she is... it's just... mind blowing. She really is the greatest part of my life, and every day I try to do something that'll make her proud of me. It gets really frustrating though with work and taking care of her because I don't have much time for anything else. Two Saturdays ago was the first time i had gotten to go out and do something in almost 3 months.
I have yet another case of azmatic bronchitis x_x i'm really getting sick of it.
Christoph and I are doing gooda. Normal ups and downs that every realtionship has, but that's normal. Not every day is going to be a walk in the park and that's perfectly fine by me. I know that I've not been this happy in a long time, so it's nice to have that feeling of everything falling into place. I'm glad that I took another chance on things. He's helped me through a lot and I can open up to him and not be afraid to and vice versa... and I can be honest with him about anything, even if it's something negative or whatever, and know that he'll understand and not be offended. So... yeah....
I got to talk to his mom the other day, I really like her, she's awesome. She also told me some very nice things that she thought about me, and then about christoph and I and Alexxis etc... She wants us all to go up and visit sometime in the future, so I'm going to start saving and see what happens.
He'll be down to visit for Christmas this year, finally get to spend a holiday together as a family. It's really weird that I myself have my OWN family... not just myself my sister and my parents anymore... I have my own family to worry about and take care of, and Christoph, even in distance, is family no matter what, so I will always help out there.
I had my doctors appointment yesterday about my knee and such and he said it would probably be a good idea to get the partial knee replacement done before my next birthday... I know I should, but I'm still scared of it all. Pretty stupid of me since I know if I get it done while I'm younger there is a better chance of it working then if I was to get it when I am older.
I've lost 33 pounds! I am so proud of myself :x My ass is smaller and I can fit into jeans I haven't been able to in like... 8-10 years.
Anywhom, thats about it!
I've been really busy lately, between work and the baby and trying to maintain a somewhat calm relaxed stress free life (yeah right). I'm enjoying my new job, but a few of the people i work with are nothing but lazy pieces of shit. One girl I work with got in trouble for slacking off and sitting in the library for over an hour doing absolutley nothing, then proceeded to complain to me about it... and how she didn't understand why she got in trouble. One time she got in trouble for going to the gym to play basketball and didn't understand that time either. um... hello retard? It's work, you're being paid to work, not play. Some people just seriously have no common sense at all -.-.
Alexxis is walking and talking and climbing steps and all that... it's tiring chasing after her, but I wouldn't trade it for anything... she looks so much like her dad it's unbelievable... I can't believe how big she's gotten, how fast she's growing, how smart she is... it's just... mind blowing. She really is the greatest part of my life, and every day I try to do something that'll make her proud of me. It gets really frustrating though with work and taking care of her because I don't have much time for anything else. Two Saturdays ago was the first time i had gotten to go out and do something in almost 3 months.
I have yet another case of azmatic bronchitis x_x i'm really getting sick of it.
Christoph and I are doing gooda. Normal ups and downs that every realtionship has, but that's normal. Not every day is going to be a walk in the park and that's perfectly fine by me. I know that I've not been this happy in a long time, so it's nice to have that feeling of everything falling into place. I'm glad that I took another chance on things. He's helped me through a lot and I can open up to him and not be afraid to and vice versa... and I can be honest with him about anything, even if it's something negative or whatever, and know that he'll understand and not be offended. So... yeah....
I got to talk to his mom the other day, I really like her, she's awesome. She also told me some very nice things that she thought about me, and then about christoph and I and Alexxis etc... She wants us all to go up and visit sometime in the future, so I'm going to start saving and see what happens.
He'll be down to visit for Christmas this year, finally get to spend a holiday together as a family. It's really weird that I myself have my OWN family... not just myself my sister and my parents anymore... I have my own family to worry about and take care of, and Christoph, even in distance, is family no matter what, so I will always help out there.
I had my doctors appointment yesterday about my knee and such and he said it would probably be a good idea to get the partial knee replacement done before my next birthday... I know I should, but I'm still scared of it all. Pretty stupid of me since I know if I get it done while I'm younger there is a better chance of it working then if I was to get it when I am older.
I've lost 33 pounds! I am so proud of myself :x My ass is smaller and I can fit into jeans I haven't been able to in like... 8-10 years.
Anywhom, thats about it!