Jun 01, 2006 16:52
so my week...
tuesday was perhaps the most disappointing day ever! all day i was excited about girls night at jess's and when i get there (after walking for 15 minutes in the freezing cold!!) i find out that adriane's not coming and that one of my favourite work peeps has quit!!! totally crushed :/ especially as ive had a bit of a secret/pretty obvious crush on this guy for about a year and feel giddy everytime i have a shift with him... and now hes gone :( worst ever!!! also, some awkward moments with particular boys... could i be worse with boys?! i dont think so...
yesterday... i dont even remember what i did yesterday... oh the fucken power was out!! like for hours!!! so when i got home at 9:30 from work, all i could do was go to sleep! but i only got out of bed at 11 in the morning so of course im not tired yet... i totally hated the world...
today, i have been trying to finish off my essay which is due tomorrow and i only really have the into and the conclusion to do but theyre kinda the most important parts of the esay so i should probably try and get them done... ive actually spent most of the day watching the special features on all my scrubs dvd's. i seriously think i have a problem, i dont think ive gone a day without watching it! and ive seen every episode so many times its getting unhealthy!! but seriously, i think if i was to meet a boy and really like him etc, if he didnt like scrubs that would cause a very big problem for me...
tomorrow should be the best day of the week. handing in my assignment, having coffee with eva even tho i dont actually drink coffee... picking up my lay-buy from jack! and having dinner with jess and cos and the americans :D im a little excited. im also excited for party time on saturday! oooooooooooweeeee!
i find it hard to answer people when they ask me how i am. i dont know if i should tell them the truth and say that im terrible and then spill an hour long story about the mess that is my life right now or if i should just say im fine so noone will worry. i dont think anyone really wants to know about my problems these days but keeping them all in my head is driving me batty...
i want to marry devendra banhart so i can lay in parks and he can sing me songs in other languages and then he can take me to fashion shows and then we can hang out with sufjan and sam beam and it would be awesome!