"i'm a loser, baby, so, why don't you kill me?"
hmm, okay, i have much to update on. first things first... i went to court for my ticket, PBJ wasn't an option. the judge was kind of "stern," BUT HE TOTALLY HIT ON MY MOM!!! we walked in and he was like "you're under 18" and i was like "yessir" and he was like "*sigh* i ask you to bring a parent... and you brought your sister" and my mom was all giggly and like "oh, thank you." and he was sort of flirting with her throughout the whole thing. he didnt make us pay the court fee, but we paid and everything, i didn't get out of it. my mom's insurance agent said that it shouldn't mess with our insurance because it was recorded as 5 over, so clearly i'm not a risk or something, i dunno. whatever. i got my hair done... she made it pretty blonde. i told her to do whatever she felt like doing. she basically told me that i fucked up my hair by getting it dyed and then box dying it and then getting highlights and what not... it'll take at least 3 years for my natural color to grow back in... grrr. right after my hair appointment, i had a doctor's appointment, and then i got my moles removed... it hurt =/. 
haha that was like an hour after i got them removed. my aunt and i got pedicures to ease the pain. now i have these fucking stabs on my face that i have to take care of or else they'll scar. damnit.
so tyler's been at the beach all summer, which has it's pros and cons... i've been spending a lot of time there, but i hate, i mean hate-hate... like i absolutely despise the 2-3 hour drive. it sucks... like really bad. last week i told him that i would drive there on thursday and leave friday morning, but i went wednesday and surprised him. i went into Breakers (where he works) and he saw me and was all shocked and his jaw dropped and he just looked at me and it took like 10 seconds for everything to register, lol. it was really cute, but i was sooooo nervous. i dunno why... i guess it was just because i had never surprised anyone like that before and i didnt know what his reaction would be or if he was in a good mood or not and everything... but it all worked out fine. he was supposed to go surfing with his friend, nick, so i told them that they could still go and ty was gonna teach me how, but i chickened out. i drew pictures in the sand though!
see, lol. "<3 always." i couldn't think of anything else to write. so i stayed with him for 2 nights and it was a lot of fun, it was fantastic, haha. friday it took me 3 hours to get home and then i had to pick up my little brother, tony, and take him to his doctors appointment and hang around elkton (ew, gag me with a spoon) for a couple hours until he was finished. next we went back to my momma's and we just kind of hung out all day, i was in the car from 7:30 until 12ish and then i was back in the car from 1:30 until about 4.., ugh, annoying. Jaclyn came over yesterday and she spent the night. we had sooooo much fun. some kid named jeff lives in my neighborhood and is friends with tony, but he's 16. jaclyn and i were intrigued and we interrogated tony and his friend, andrew, with questions about him, fun times. today was nick's birthday, so jac and i went out and bought cake mix and a card and threw him a mini party... though, we didnt get as much credit as we deserved. look at our glorious masterpiece:
hahahahahahha
it was sweet... actually, it was beyond sweet. "it's perfect... surprise, surprise" hahaha jac. <3. we sang disney songs like the whole time she was here... thank god for my "disney = love" cd.
jill's back for a lil bit, lil bit. we're both leaving on the 28th for the beach... seperately. lol. i'm coming home that night and shes staying until forever or something. tyler's coming back and staying here, at my mom's, with me for a couple days and then we're going back to the beach on the 1st until the 6th... which is the DAVE MATTHEWS BAND concerttttt!!!! it's gonna be kickinnnn'. anyways, jill got a cowboy hat, so i had fun with it:
"oh snap, braided pig-tales!" haha but i think we're gonna go watch "Alfie" now.
peace out home slices.
one love.
haha.
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i found this quote and thought it was interesting...
People say things like they'd never change something that's happened in their life because everything happens for a reason. That can't be true. There's at least one thing everyone puts in the back of their mind. When they think about it, I'll bet they cringe and remember the pain they felt. No one looks back on something heartbreaking and is fine with the fact that it happened. There's still that one tear that forms in your eye. It's there, whether it falls down your cheek or not.
haha that was like an hour after i got them removed. my aunt and i got pedicures to ease the pain. now i have these fucking stabs on my face that i have to take care of or else they'll scar. damnit.
so tyler's been at the beach all summer, which has it's pros and cons... i've been spending a lot of time there, but i hate, i mean hate-hate... like i absolutely despise the 2-3 hour drive. it sucks... like really bad. last week i told him that i would drive there on thursday and leave friday morning, but i went wednesday and surprised him. i went into Breakers (where he works) and he saw me and was all shocked and his jaw dropped and he just looked at me and it took like 10 seconds for everything to register, lol. it was really cute, but i was sooooo nervous. i dunno why... i guess it was just because i had never surprised anyone like that before and i didnt know what his reaction would be or if he was in a good mood or not and everything... but it all worked out fine. he was supposed to go surfing with his friend, nick, so i told them that they could still go and ty was gonna teach me how, but i chickened out. i drew pictures in the sand though!
see, lol. "<3 always." i couldn't think of anything else to write. so i stayed with him for 2 nights and it was a lot of fun, it was fantastic, haha. friday it took me 3 hours to get home and then i had to pick up my little brother, tony, and take him to his doctors appointment and hang around elkton (ew, gag me with a spoon) for a couple hours until he was finished. next we went back to my momma's and we just kind of hung out all day, i was in the car from 7:30 until 12ish and then i was back in the car from 1:30 until about 4.., ugh, annoying. Jaclyn came over yesterday and she spent the night. we had sooooo much fun. some kid named jeff lives in my neighborhood and is friends with tony, but he's 16. jaclyn and i were intrigued and we interrogated tony and his friend, andrew, with questions about him, fun times. today was nick's birthday, so jac and i went out and bought cake mix and a card and threw him a mini party... though, we didnt get as much credit as we deserved. look at our glorious masterpiece:
hahahahahahha
it was sweet... actually, it was beyond sweet. "it's perfect... surprise, surprise" hahaha jac. <3. we sang disney songs like the whole time she was here... thank god for my "disney = love" cd.
jill's back for a lil bit, lil bit. we're both leaving on the 28th for the beach... seperately. lol. i'm coming home that night and shes staying until forever or something. tyler's coming back and staying here, at my mom's, with me for a couple days and then we're going back to the beach on the 1st until the 6th... which is the DAVE MATTHEWS BAND concerttttt!!!! it's gonna be kickinnnn'. anyways, jill got a cowboy hat, so i had fun with it:
"oh snap, braided pig-tales!" haha but i think we're gonna go watch "Alfie" now.
peace out home slices.
one love.
haha.
[edit]
i found this quote and thought it was interesting...
People say things like they'd never change something that's happened in their life because everything happens for a reason. That can't be true. There's at least one thing everyone puts in the back of their mind. When they think about it, I'll bet they cringe and remember the pain they felt. No one looks back on something heartbreaking and is fine with the fact that it happened. There's still that one tear that forms in your eye. It's there, whether it falls down your cheek or not.