Jun 05, 2005 02:09
new layout, enjoy.
sooo i haven't updated in foreverrrr. i've been really busy with school and all, so i havent really had time. life is good. it feels so good to be able to finally say that. the past week was a week from hell... but today everything got sooo much better. kate and i made up, thank god. nick came home from the hospital. jaclyn and her rents made up. my dad doesn't hate me. everythings falling back into place.
tyler and i are finally together =). i'm still getting used to calling him my boyfriend, lol. it's weird going from "yeah i guess we're kinda, sort of dating" to "he's my boyfriend" ... but i ♥ it. we've been having a lot of fun. i see him sooo much, which i'm not used to. every time i have a boyfriend i only get to see him like every other weekend maybe, but, now that i drive, i get to see him pretty much whenever i want... i can't get enough of it, haha.
summer is so close i can taste ittttt. 4 days of finals and then the party begins. i can't wait. because this years theme is "scandalous," who knows what the next 3 months will be like. i'm gonna stay busy all summer. my dad's gonna be in florida almost the whole time, so i'm pretty much set =) party at caitlin's, every hour on the hour. i didnt go to ocean city that much last year, but this year i'm all about it. i love that place. my brother's gonna be living there and my sister's gonna be living in dewey... hopefully that means that i'm gonna be there like allll summer. i have a dave concert and a jack concert, yesssssssss. summa summa summa tiiiiiime. ahh i'm so excited. i'm also soo excited that i have time to read books. i started "bergdorf blondes" today, which is SO good so far... even though i'm only on like page 16 or something haha. i hate reading books during the school year, but now i can read with no interruptions, yessss.
it's 2:22! yes, my lucky time, haha. i'm soo awake right now. i took a nap today and now i'm like wired and can't sleep. i don't have anyone to talk to because everyone's out partying, damnit! i'm at my mom's and i havent been here in like a month because of proms and such... so i definitely want to be here... i'm just jealous of all of my friends that are currently drunk, high, or both. my new camera won't turn onnn!!? i dunno whats wrong with it, but i have to take it in to best buy with my momma tomorrow and they'll be able to tell me what's up with it. i printed out like 30 billion pictures on my moms printer today. [ joce, i printed out 3 of you, mr. beno, and me!! haha one for each of us ].
senior portraits are next friday and my hair still sucks! ugh! well, i mean, it's wayyyy better than it was... but not good enough. oh well, screw it, i'll deal. so. i decided that i'm bringing back "the/da bomb." how cool was that phrase in grade school? it was awesome. why did we ever let it go? haha. it was like the best phrase that has ever happened to mankind and we forgot about it. so, god damnit, i'm bringing it back! oh my gosh... we're almost seniors = we're almost out of highschool = COLLEGE! i don't wanna go to college, lol, i just wanna live at my house and stay in highschool. well, i wanna go to college... i just dont want to leave and start a new, especially right when i start to love life. hmm, oh well, i'll deal with it when i have to. today i was thinking about how our highschool lives are what make us who we are. Padua has molded me into the person that i am... there are sooo many things that would be different if i didnt go to padua. i dunno, i don't wanna get all weird about it. i was just like in a trance thinking about it today. i was in a "deep" mood.
i think i should try to get some sleep or something.
peace out nerds. ♥.
oh yeah, i was looking through my live journal and found an entry with this in it...
lauren: "when lobsters meet their mate no matter how long they are apart they always come bak to each other just like ross n rachel"
we're lobsters... that's the bottom line
told ya.