Holy a lot of crap has happened!
Okay...So i don't remember the last time I updated...but i haven't been home in forever so here it goes...
Friday: MY BIRTHDAY! WOOTWOOT! I'm 17! hurray! Drove to caseville...had a blast....except for the fact that matt ignored me the whole time...for a 15 year old!!!!!! hahahaha..fuck him.......he is an asshole anyway. I can't even explain how much i love it up there. It is so free...you can do anything...And i love jon, kiel, shuwman, jeff, the van boys, everyone we met....its had to have been over 50......It was a blast. I hate being home...cause i love caseville so much. Thanks to the people who called and wished me a happy birthday.
Saturday: Still partying it up in caseville...i love that place...and no i can't say it enough. I miss the boys, heh.
Sunday: Drove to dads...big diseaster!!!!!!!!!!!! Mom had to come pick me and linz up....went to moms cabin
Monday: A month since marcus died. I LOVE YOU MARCUS! I miss that kid so much. It hurts to think that he is actually gone...its still not real...It was a sad day. And, we ( Linz and I) were grounded....so we couldn't do anything to keep our minds off of it.
Tuesday: After hours of beging, I was aloud to drive home....but now I am grounded...and my car is being taken away from me. Which means I can't go to caseville, which means no kiel, jon, or anybody...or anything, *sad face* But kiel and jon are coming down for a day over the weekend so hopefully my mom won't be a party pooper and will let me she them.
Yea, so apparently lindsey's mom said that we aren't aloud to hangout anymore. Isn't that the biggest crock of shit ever. I am so pissed. My mom hates me, which bothers me. So does my dad...which doesn't realy matter cause...how often do i see him? yea, never, so i can handle that. But basically......the summer isn't looking to good from here. I'm not aloud to hang out with my best friend...and my mom doesn't trust me...which means i can basically do absolutly NOTHING! And i don't have my car! i am going to go insane!
Life is just a confused bobbled mess right now.....and i don't like it....why does everything have to be so comlicated!!!! gahhhhh! I want to go back to caseville.....things are simple there.
Love
Jessica
Friday: MY BIRTHDAY! WOOTWOOT! I'm 17! hurray! Drove to caseville...had a blast....except for the fact that matt ignored me the whole time...for a 15 year old!!!!!! hahahaha..fuck him.......he is an asshole anyway. I can't even explain how much i love it up there. It is so free...you can do anything...And i love jon, kiel, shuwman, jeff, the van boys, everyone we met....its had to have been over 50......It was a blast. I hate being home...cause i love caseville so much. Thanks to the people who called and wished me a happy birthday.
Saturday: Still partying it up in caseville...i love that place...and no i can't say it enough. I miss the boys, heh.
Sunday: Drove to dads...big diseaster!!!!!!!!!!!! Mom had to come pick me and linz up....went to moms cabin
Monday: A month since marcus died. I LOVE YOU MARCUS! I miss that kid so much. It hurts to think that he is actually gone...its still not real...It was a sad day. And, we ( Linz and I) were grounded....so we couldn't do anything to keep our minds off of it.
Tuesday: After hours of beging, I was aloud to drive home....but now I am grounded...and my car is being taken away from me. Which means I can't go to caseville, which means no kiel, jon, or anybody...or anything, *sad face* But kiel and jon are coming down for a day over the weekend so hopefully my mom won't be a party pooper and will let me she them.
Yea, so apparently lindsey's mom said that we aren't aloud to hangout anymore. Isn't that the biggest crock of shit ever. I am so pissed. My mom hates me, which bothers me. So does my dad...which doesn't realy matter cause...how often do i see him? yea, never, so i can handle that. But basically......the summer isn't looking to good from here. I'm not aloud to hang out with my best friend...and my mom doesn't trust me...which means i can basically do absolutly NOTHING! And i don't have my car! i am going to go insane!
Life is just a confused bobbled mess right now.....and i don't like it....why does everything have to be so comlicated!!!! gahhhhh! I want to go back to caseville.....things are simple there.
Love
Jessica