Jun 11, 2005 14:19
I took the ACT today...and I did really bad, the last 10 questions on every section were just me randomly putting in answers cause time was up...I kept zoning out during the test...I got lots of sleep so i don't know why i was so tired. And the next testing session or whatever you want to call it isn't unil october...ggrrrr and the applications to get in to MSU are due before that.....I am so pissed right now it isn't even funny.
I want to go to MSU so bad! I went on a tour of the campus yesterday and it was so awesome. I liked it so much. And there was this hot guy on the tour too.heh. gaaaah I don't know what i'm going to do it if don't get into MSU. gaaahhh I am so mad at myself right now.
I'm going to molly's dance recital(sp) tonight. So is my mom, heh. I went to the practice one yesterday after we went swimming, which felt so good! Ryan was there too! I miss him so much. I want to get the old crew together for atleast one day over the summer, cause we had to much fun. Molly, ryan, skot, eric and me.
I really miss marcus too. He was such a great guy. He could make anyone laugh. He was so cute too. Bowling will ever be the same. There will never be another marcus. His crazy driving skills...gah! I'm tearing up again. I'm going to miss that smile. You couldn't help but smile when he did. He was truely the coolest person in the world. And i'm not just saying that. Just two weeks ago...if that....I walked into lindseys house and she said that she was talking to the coolest person in the world. And i screamed marcus and ran up the stairs...I don't know what me and Lindz are going to do now...marcus was our hangout buddy...
Going to try and stay positive...He wouldn't want us to be sad and moopy. He'd want us to party.
Which I plan on doing...
Summers just starting...and its had a rough start....but hopefully it turns around...
Love, always and forever
Jessica